Pieces of me

Fireplace

I stumbled upon
The struggles life gave me
I was really lost
Not knowing where to step
Because I had a great fear
Of getting my feet burned
In the striking flames
Of love
Or words

I just wanted to be loved
Like everybody does

All I wanted was you
With all your fears
And eyes full of tears

But I guess we weren't meant to be.

And it's fine,
I'm sure I'll accept it fully
Sometime
When my heart and mind
Will be in better place

I really look forward to the days
When my mind won't think of you

I hope that in the future
I can accept
That it is okay
To be rejected
By my own heart

That it is okay for my
Heart to be torn again

That it is okay
To love again

You taught me so many things
I haven't realized yet

You told me so many words
That were really sincere

I'm not blaming you
For not loving me

I could never.

It is just
That there is an unbeatable
Fear and pain stabbing me
And telling me all the ways
To lose myself

Yes I am still lost,
And I will always miss a certain part
Which was composed of you

But it's okay.
And I hope you're doing fine.