Unusually circumstance (lumity)

I dont need you

Trigger warning: homophobia and mentions of conversion therapy. Please read with cation.

Amity POV
I stand at my doorstep once again, afraid to go inside. On one hand, it's easier knowing my dad accepts me. But my mom, she's the scary one.

"Amity?" My dad asks already inside the house.

"Coming" I respond, running inside. You can feel the air inside grow heavier, somethings wrong.

"Amity, my office now" I hear my mother whisper, glaring at me from the top of the stairs.

"Yes, mother" I nod. Damit, damit, this is exactly what I was trying to avoid.

"Mind telling me what you were up to today?" She asks as I walk into the room, the back of her leather chair is facing towards me. I can't see her face or her expression, but she doesn't sound to happy.

"I was at my friends house"

"Really?"

"Yes, mother." I nod

"Pity, thought it was something important. Since you threw away an chance of you to get married" she sighs spinning around to face me. "This type of behaviour is unacceptable for a blight."

"I'm sorry mother" I whisper, staring down at my feet.

"Sorry? You're sorry" she chuckled. "You're throwing away you're future, for what some human girl?"

I don't answer

"She's not from here amity! She's has to return to the human world, then what are you gonna go with her? I mean why not you already threw away your future, I could understand if it was a boy but a girl. Really amity?"

"What do you know?" I snap, "I know Luz can't stay here forever, I know that" I clench my first "She has her mom and her friend and a completely different live to go back too, but I want to be with her for as long as I can."

"Amity" she sighs "you're acting like a child"

"I know you don't understand, but I truly care about her. And I don't want to meet with anymore suitors, I want to marry somebody because I want. Not because of some silly family name."

"You don't get that choice" she slams her hand against the desk, where I go silent.

"I could understand if it was a boy." She sighs "these feelings you think you have there just a phase, give it a year and you'll release I'm right."

I feel my tears running down my cheeks, "it's not a phase." I shake my head. "I've always liked girls, I will always like girls. I wish I didn't, I wish I could be normal, but I can't be. And that's okay, because I'm okay. No matter what you say or think, I'm okay just the way I am." I tightened my fist.

"I'm send you to st.marry's they have a program that can fix you." She whispers, looking through her desk. "I'll give them a call."

"No!" I snap, "you're not listening to me they can't fix me, because nothings broken."

"Yes, it is amity, you're clearly unwell."

"No, I'm not." I slowly shake my head, still crying. "Liking girls doesn't make me sick."

"Do you know what your father will say about this?"

"He already knows, and he's okay with it, the only person who isn't is you." I shrug turning to leave the room, "and that's okay, because I don't need you."

"Amity, how dare you talk to me like that. I'm your mother, I gave birth to you."

"I know you did and I'm grateful, but I don't need people how don't support me in my life."

I shut the door behind me, "amity, amity! Get back in here!" My mother screams as I walk to my room.

I don't need her