Reason to be a Hero Once Again - Fugou Keiji (eng ver)

Trick Your Own Friend so You can Trick Your Enemy

Little bit mature and got much kissing details! Read at your own risk! The next chapter too!

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Katou Haru blinked a few times as Kambe Daisuke said it with an innocent and even expression. The brown man felt as if his world was suddenly quiet and lonely. Haru finally made a voice.

"I-it's okay, it only to take you home-"

"No, that's not it."

"Huh?"

Haru blinked when Daisuke didn't look at him. He gripped his own blanket.

"You care for me and think about me, and I don't pay attention at all." Haru blinked in surprise. "Even though I said you're free to warn me in any way, you're still kind to me and caring for me."

Daisuke saw his grip tighten.

"I even said harsh and cruel to you."

"Wait-I'm fine, really-"

"No, I'm sure you're not all right."

Haru widened his eyes as Daisuke stared at him. "Sorry, Haru. I'm sorry." The brown man curled up before sighing.

"No, Daisuke. It's okay."

Daisuke shook his head softly again. "I have to say that I don't need whatever you used to make for me... even though I, really like it." Haru blinked. "I don't want you to make any food for anyone other than myself."

Haru blushed at that. So, he just spontaneously said it... Haru, who was scratching his cheek embarrassed, sighed softly.

"Well, honestly I'm surprised to hear you say that, Daisuke." The black man looked up and looked at Haru. "Moreover, I really want to help you in that state. Can't do anything for the people I love, it feels like I don't exist-"

"Sorry, Haru, I'm sorry."

"Eh!?" Haru was surprised when Daisuke took his hand and grasped it tightly.

"These few days, I've been really lonely." Haru blinked again. "You're not far from me, but it feels so far away as if we're different cities and different countries."

"Y-you're too much..." Daisuke shook his head again.

"Usually, I can't wait to greet you in the morning, also wait for you to pick me up to wake me up." Haru felt Daisuke's grip tighten. "I forgot only because of work and things that could take my life..."

Haru frowned. He whispered. "Can you grant my only one request then, Daisuke?"

Daisuke looked up to find Haru smiling sadly at him. "Stop smoking and drinking excessive amounts of coffee. I won't ask anything from you anymore, other than that."

Haru was shocked when tears began to pool Daisuke's eyes and eventually spilled out. Haru unhesitatingly pulled him into a hug. "Wait, why are you crying?"

"I've always been selfish to you... and you always obeyed without protest..." Haru winced as Daisuke started sobbing in his arms. "Now hearing you only ask me one thing... I feel..." Haru closed his eyes. He hugged Daisuke tighter.

"We're going to separate now, Haru?"

Haru widened his eyes. He didn't know what to say, because he felt like Daisuke wouldn't even heard him, he was too in my own pace without hesitation. Haru frowned.

"I don't know, whether my words can reach you again or not, Daisuke." Haru who closed his eyes felt Daisuke surprised. "I scolded you, was annoyed at you, yelled at you, lectured you, you seemed ignorant and didn't listen at all." Haru's eyes started sparkling with tears now. "I want to be able to help you, support you, protect you, be close to you and be with you. But if I can't do it because I'm so close to you, I don't want it any more, Daisuke."