the tutor | choi beomgyu

chapter 19: nightime visitor

1:55 AM, Saturday, January 9th, 2022

[BEOMGYU]

Beomgyu was finding it hard to cheer up at school. You weren't texting him and he hadn't seen you since he found Hyunjin arguing with you at the park. What if this is the end for us? he worried. Hwang Hyunjin, how could I not notice?! She hid from him at the café, always acting weird around him, this explains everything! She must've been leaving school early so he couldn't talk to her. No wonder she was on edge in detention too, he thought. How much of an idiot can you be Choi Beomgyu? he sighed.

Beomgyu walked into his room, a bag of popcorn in his hand. He picked up his phone from the bed. I got a text from Y/N a minute ago? he opened his phone.

y/n
1:56 AM

beomgyu: yeah why?

y/n is typing...

y/n: oh, this is kind of random but is anyone over right now?

beomgyu: nope?

y/n: i'm kind of outside your house right now...

beomgyu: what??

y/n: i wanted to talk out the whole wednesday situation in the park with you,

beomgyu: oh?

y/n: is there any way i can sneak in or something? i'm at the side door.

What's this about? he crept downstairs. He approached the side door quietly, taking a deep breath.
"No!" he heard your muffled voice through the door. It pushed him to open the door quickly without thinking. He just stared at you for a second, a look of surprise on your face.
"Who are you talking to?" he asked.
"What?"
"You said no," he leaned up against the doorframe.
"It's nothing," this was followed by an awkward silence.
"So?" he asked. Another pause.
"Oh yeah! Um, could I come in?" the air between you was strange. Beomgyu ducked his head back in his house, scanning the area. Everything was still and silent, his parents and older brother asleep in their rooms.
"Yeah, come in quickly and be quiet." he opened the door.

Should I have held her hand? he thought as you followed him up the stairs. What if she's here to breakup with me? Is she gonna take Hyunjin back? She didn't seem to be very happy with him though, she's probably just gonna dump me and stay sing- a noise cut off his train of thought. Beomgyu looked back to see you frozen as well. He watched as you held up one of your fingers, the other hand reaching into your pocket. He then continued to his room, you followed, eyes glued to the phone.

"Sorry I had to text Yeeun,"
"That's fine," he nodded.
"Okay, lay it on me."
"Huh?" he was confused.
"Every question, I'll tell you every reason on why I'm a horrible human being."
"What do you mean? I don't have any questions." he said.
"What?!"
"You don't want anything to do with him, right?" Beomgyu said.
"Mhm,"
"And you didn't tell me about him because you didn't want to cause drama?" he asked.
"Pretty much,"
"Then that's all I need to know." Beomgyu walked over and sat next to you.
"No, no, no! That's not it. I lied to you, I make you cover up our relationship, I kept my past from you. I need you to let out your feelings."
"What?" he raised an eyebrow.
"I hurt you, and I don't want you to just brush it off. You should just tell me how you feel. You must be mad at me and that's okay." Beomgyu had never encountered someone who was trying to be hurt.
"I'm not angry though, and your past isn't my business. I don't know why you have this mentality that you need someone to do something negative to you in return." he looked at you.
"You're really not mad?"
"Nope," he said.

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"Shoot, it's getting late, I gotta go." you looked up from your phone.
"Alright then," Beomgyu lifted himself off the bed. He smiled and watched as you put your hoodie back on.
"See you on Monday?"
"Be safe," Beomgyu pulled you into a hug. She's so cold, why did she take off her hoodie? he wondered, his head resting on top of yours.
"No wonder you got sick, layer up okay?" he said softly.
"Am I cold?"
"Yeah,"
"I think you're just naturally warm." Beomgyu felt you tighten your grip around his body.
"Warm people always give better hugs," he felt his heart flutter as you said that.
"Was Hyunjin warm or cold?" Beomgyu couldn't resist asking.
"Let's not think about him," he locked eyes with you as you lifted up your head to face him. He closed his eyes as you kissed him softly.
"Okay I really have to go now,"
"Go," Beomgyu kissed the top of your head before rubbing your head and releasing his embrace. He watched as you closed his room door behind you. That was random, he sighed, turning away from the door. Now, let's see what this is about, he approached his window. He paused looking out the window. I knew it, he watched as you greeted Jang Yeeun and Choerry outside his house. Does she think I'm an idiot? he chuckled. She must've told them then, he thought.

Once the three girls were out of his sight he switched his light off, laying down on his bed. His eyes followed the spinning fan on his ceiling as he was deep in thought. I refuse to lose her to Hwang Hyunjin, he sighed.
"Ugh!" he tossed and turned.
"Jealousy really is a disease." he said quietly.

a/n: someone come get my boy beomgyu and give him another HUG. idk he just deserves it! y/n came and did what she had to do though like i really respect her for that. anyways the trio besties w choerry yeeun and y/n so cute. beomgyu and y/n 4EVA no matter what blonde sexy menace comes inbetween them <3