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Chapter 12

Ok I'm gonna try go on a grind. I know how annoying it is when you have to wait for chapters, so I'm just going to write as many as I can and publish them straight away so there's more for y'all to read!! Ps:

Told y'all I was eventually gonna spice it up!!!

"So, I take it you've come to a decision about tour? Tell me your thoughts," Kyle asked. The time had finally arrived to make it official. 

"Yes, I've made up my mind. I want to tour. I want the whole thing, the UK and then Europe, if we can make that possible," I tell him, my fingers crossed that this would work out. 

"You don't know how relieved I am for you to say that! We've all been hoping that you would want to go on a European tour. Yes, this is definitely something I can work out for you Sophie. Leave it with me, and I should be able to get back to you in a couple days. How does that sound?"

"That sounds perfect. You're a lifesaver, Kyle. I owe you a lot."

"This is my job! You don't owe me anything! Although, I do suggest you get into contact with Andy, too. He'll be able to direct you in what to do on the social media front, alright? I'll speak to you soon, lovie," he said, hanging up the phone after some more goodbyes. 

Well then...it looked like I was going to be going on tour. I had no idea how to tell Harry...maybe I'd just keep this secret for now. It wasn't harming anybody yet. 

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"Hey, is that you?" I call out, hearing the door open and close. I'm get to get a response from him, maybe he didn't hear me. 

I quit scrolling through Twitter, closing my phone and leave the bedroom. I have no idea how I've been mindlessly scrolling through Twitter for the last four or so hours, but here we are. 

"Harry?" I call out again, making it out into the hallway and seeing his figure by the door. "Hey, Harry? Are you alright?" I ask again, and finally he seems to register my voice and looks up at me. 

"Oh - hey, sorry, I didn't hear you. I've been in my head all day," he confessed, bringing me in for a tight hug. 

"Really? Did something happen or are you just having an off day?" I asked. He had seemed fine this morning, before he had left...maybe something had happened whilst filming. Whatever it was, I didn't want to push too hard. 

"No, I'm alright. Filming was just long and I missed you, that's all," he replied, unwrapping his arms from around me. "I'm going to go make some food, have you eaten yet?"

I shook my head, watching as he went off into the kitchen. I was still worried about him, of course I was. But he didn't really let me into these type of things. I couldn't blame him, because I was the same. I just had to respect his decision, and watch out for him in case he started to spiral. It was what you did for the people you loved. 

I walked back into the bedroom, noticing Herb curled up on the bed. 

"Hey Herb," I whispered, sitting down next to him and stroking behind his ears. "I think daddy's upset. I think something happened with him and he won't tell me, I don't really know what to do," I sighed. I always talked to Herb when I needed to vent. Even though he couldn't reply with actual advice, it got the stress off of my chest and that was what I needed. 

I decided to text Simon. Not to ask about Harry...directly at least. Just to see if anything out of the ordinary had happened at the shoot. 

Hey! How was filming today?