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Chapter 28

new update of my new salia book (hello, anon) has just been published! go read after this !

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 10K READS WOWWW!!! AND HAPPY BDAY TO HARRY <333 (even tho this will be published later I wanna say how much he means to me!!!)

"What's the plan for today, then? You know, considering I don't have a fucking tour to do anymore," I say, the first thing I do as I wake up, looking over at an already awake and alert Harry. "Sorry, I shouldn't have swore at you. It's not you I'm mad at."

"It's alright...and I have no clue. They haven't told me anymore than they've told you. I'm just as in the dark as you are," he admits.

Well, that was just brilliant, wasn't it? Everyone seemed to be in the know about my life except me, no wonder everyone had warned me about going into business with a massive record label like RecordX.

"Can I at least have my phone back? Or are you going to hide it from me again?"

"Sophie - I wasn't hiding it...it was on charge, and I didn't want you falling back down a rabbit hole and looking through things on social media because you really weren't in the right state of -"

"- of mind? Why is everybody determining my own state of mind? Surely there is no one more qualified to determine my state of mind than myself!"

"It's in the living room area bit. Just go do whatever, I don't know what else you want me to say," He said exasperatedly, turning back over on his side until he was facing away from me.

I sighed in frustration before making the decision to just temporarily ignore his grumpiness, getting out of bed and making my way over to my phone, which I could see was already lit from notifications. Most of them from Twitter, but a fair few text messages and missed calls too.

It seemed everyone knew what had gone down...this would be interesting.

I scrolled through my many text messages first.

simon

Sophie???

What the hell

Are you okay???? Kyle called and told us tour was off

Oh my god I've just seen the article

I've just talked to Harry and he said you're asleep. Come see me soon, yeah?

I love you

talia

sophie???

soph?

love you so much soph im so sorry

we'll come see you as soon as possible <3

freydot

Sophie? I just got a weird text from Talia?

She said you're not replying to her, are you alright?

I love you so much never forget it

Simon just called Josh, he said you're fine

I've read through the articles and they're such bullshit I'm so sorry

I love you, and if you're coming home I'll see you soon x

harry <3

You're asleep and I'll end up deleting these later anyway but fuck

All I want is for you to be happy