look at me | wroetoshaw

Chapter 36

hellooo everyone!

so i saw a tiktok from @/jadsmeds on tiktok and i HAD to wiggle it into this chapter.... go check it out, it's currently on 100k views so it should make sense! :)

HARRY'S POV

I sat behind the laptop, everything was ready go. Merely seconds before I had to press the big red button which would turn all of this live to thousands. This was her big moment and I had never felt so proud.

It felt like I said that every time she accomplished something...but I meant it every single time. Over and over. She looked gorgeous in her dress...she always looked pretty. Beautiful, even. But tonight she was ethereal. Literally out of this world.

Tonight was one of the few nights I was glad it was just me and her together, because I knew for a fact that if any of the boys were here, they'd tease me to above and beyond. I loved them to pieces, they were my brothers, but tonight was her night, and she was owning it, and I was allowed to adore her in peace.

"Everything is ready, bubs? Are you?" I asked, after she nodded her head I pressed on the button, she was now live.

I gave her a quick thumbs up before she started talking, welcoming everyone to the livestream. The viewers were already at ten thousand, and still climbing so quickly - this was insane...even ten thousand attending would mean one hundred thousand pounds for her charity...and I knew how much it meant to her.

"...alright, so we have Harry behind the camera and he's going to be reading out the questions," she says, the two of us sharing a smile before she continues on. The chat on the laptop is moving so fast, I have absolutely no idea how I'm going to be able to check for questions...well, that is until I realise I can click on it to pause it.

"Take it away, Harry," she said, obviously prepared for the questions now. I stopped the chat, luckily landing on a few interesting questions.

"What is your favourite song you've written about Harry?" I ask her, eyeing her up because this is a question I want an answer to as well.

"Oh wow! Okay, I think I'd have to say that Why is my favourite song I wrote about Harry...not just because of the style but also because the lyrics are still so true! I loved performing it as well, and it reminds me of him whenever I sang it, so definitely that one," she says.

"Alright...next question, your self titled EP or Owe It All To You? Which one was your favourite and why?" I asked.

"Oh wow, that's a really good question! I kinda wanna take the easy option and say I can't choose but I feel like there is an answer for this question...self titled was a killer debut EP and I loved making it so much, but the making of Owe It All To You was so personal, so surreal...I think I'm gonna have to say the album. The songs, in my opinion, are of a better quality, and the reaction to the album was amazing...but I still loved self titled, she is very special to me," she says, and the way she talks about her music...perfect, along with the rest of her.

"If you had to choose one artist to perform with on tour an opening act, who would you choose?"

"Oh my god, without a doubt Harry Styles! I don't talk about this man enough, but I'd drop anything and anyone to go and tour with him," she says, her eyes lighting up.

It's true. Sometimes I got worried that she'd end up leaving me if it meant she could tour with Harry Styles...

"Who is the one person you can talk to about anything?" I asked. I honestly didn't know her answer for this one. I didn't think it would be me because she didn't tell me everything, but I was okay with that. There needed to be boundaries in every relationship, no matter how secure it was.