The Dream

Awestruck

Maybe they noticed me gaping at them, cause they smiled at me. I stood up, and so did they. I shook their hands and we introduced ourselves. Well, I didn't need an introduction to know who they were, but for the formality sake. And then they said something that changed my whole life, ' We are really great fans of your work. Do you wanna do a collab with us? ' . I was shook! I froze for a whole minute. ' Umm.. Criss, are you alright? It's okay if you don't want to.. ' RM said. "Let's do it! " I said all of a sudden. ' I'm alright, just.. zoned out for a bit. 😬' They laughed. I was really embarrassed to be honest. Right then the host announced, ' Everyone please be seated! '. ' Thank God's. I thought to myself. After an hour or so, it was time for my performance. I went backstage, got dressed, and even had a little warm up. I was gonna perform my song, 'Color' tonight. It was the song from the album which was nominated as the Best album of the year. I was also nominated for The best Artist( debut). I was really honoured when I heard this news. Even if I won't win an award tonight, I will be more than happy because at least I got nominated for such a big Award.
'Color' was a song about how much colored people and people from other races suffer , when they are in some other country. It was an upbeat song, which had a really cool choreography. My dance moves were mainly Hip Hop, but I never liked the " Way too overused" feminine moves. My choreo was mostly a little bit more boyish. And to be honest, most people were actually tired of the regular feminine moves. They liked my moves cause they were different and new. I mostly avoided unnecessary body revealing clothes, both on my life as well as my projects. People call me tomboyish. Well... I won't say I'm not. They thought my style was unique, and to honest I liked all the attention 😝. It's not like I'm doing it just for attention. It's what I am. What I have always been, and what I always will be. And if people like, then I'm glad.
It was time for my performance. I was wearing

It was pretty badass. I liked it. I performed my song. Another speciality of my choreo was that, there was only women dancers. Mostly.
At the end of the performance everyone applauded for me. I saw my manager showing Thumbs up👍. I smiled at her. Then I saw the BTS smiling wide. I smiled back too.