The Dream

The depression

Jungkook ran to the ICU, because he wanted to meet her as soon as possible.
When he reached the ICU, he saw the boys waiting outside. They looked so worried, and tensed. He slowly walked closer, and that's when all them saw him. He looked like a mess. With puffy eyes, and red nose. It was clear that he was crying for quite some time.
'Kookie, you're here! Where were you? God kid! Why are looking like this! ' Jin asked, worried.
'Can i see her? ' he asked, ignoring Jin 's question.
He nodded his head, and Kookie looked through the glass door.
She had so many tubes attached to her body, and she looked really pale. His eyes filled up, and he walked away from the door, internally cursing himself.

The boys knew that he was blaming himself, so they tried to console him. 'Kookie, I know that you blame yourself for what happened to her. But it's not your fault. Really! ' Jin said, rubbing his back, and trying to calm him down.
'What do you mean? It is entirely his fault! If he would have told her not to jump, then she wouldn't have jumped! He didn't pay enough attention to her. Of course it's his fault! ' Yoongi yelled .
Kookie, who already was crying, now cried harder, because Yoongi had never yelled ar him, or even scolded him.
'Hyung. You have to speak softly, since it's a hospital. Let's not talk about this here. ' RM said, seriously. Jin was trying to calm Kookie, who was still crying hard.
Yoongi scoffed at what RM said, and left the room.
Everyone was looking at him, with shocked look. It was rare to see him this mad.
After sometime Kookie calmed down, and was now laying his head on Jin 's shoulder.
'Kids, I think Tae, Kookie and Hobi should go home, and take some rest. Take a bath, have some food, and GET SOME SLEEP! Don't worry about her. Ok? We got her. Ok! And, take Yoongi too. He seems to be really stressed. We all know that he is really attached to her. So, that's why he is soo stressed. Don't worry. He will be alright. Ok? ' Jin said, and everybody agreed.

'But, where is Yoongi? ' Jimin asked, and everyone looked around, searching for him, guessing he would be around there.
'Wait. I'll call him. ' RM said, while dialing his number.
It went straight to voicemail.
'He's not picking it up! ' RM said.
Everyone was silent.
'Don't worry. He'll come around. You guys should head home. And, Tae and Hobi, make sure Kookie eats something. Ok? ' Jin said, in his motherly tone. They nodded their heads, and left. Jimin, RM and Jin headed to waiting area. They were sitting right outside the ICU.
The waiting area had sleeping beds, and vending machines for the people to rest, and to eat.

They were tired, and hungry, so they ate some snacks, and sat on the couch. They were trying not to sleep, as the doctor was supposed give them updates on her health condition.
Jimin tried hard not to sleep, but ended up sleeping with his head hanging down. It was a really uncomfortable position, so Jin took his head, and placed it on his shoulder. RM was talking to his parents on his about her situation, and they seemed so worried about her, since they saw her as their own child.

Jin had already informed Carolyn about it, and she seemed to be so worried about it. But she had a surgery, so she could only visit her, after finishing the surgery.
Suddenly Jin 's phone rang, and it was Carolyn.
'Hello? ' he answered it.
'Hey, where are you guys? ' she asked.
'We are in the waiting room. The doctor said he will update us about her health status. Where are you? ' he asked.
'I'm headed towards the Waiting room. I'm coming. ' she said, before hanging up.

After a few minutes, she was there, and Jimin was still sleeping.
She hugged both of them, and worry was clearly written all over her face.
'She's in the ICU right now. Doctor said that she will be moved to a seperate room tomorrow. He also told us that she will be alright within a few weeks. ' RM explained. She nodded her head.
'I'm gonna see her. Thank you guys. ' she said, before hugging them again, and left to see her.

She cried seeing her sister in such a condition. But she was also happy that she will alright soon. She went back to the boys, and said.
'I'll be here for. You guys should head home. You guys have to work tomorrow right. I'll just take a leave tomorrow. ' she said.
'No no, we will stay here. What about Evy! She'll be worried without you. She's our sister too. We can handle this. Don't worry about us too much. It's gonna be ok Carrie. 'RM consoled her.

At first she didn't agree to leave, but when they compelled her to leave, she at last took it into consideration, and slowly left.

At the same time Yoongi was in bar, drinking his ass out.
He still was really angry with Kookie, and was super worried about Criss.
He thought that drinking might help him forget things, and that's how he ended up in the bar. He was wearing his hoodie up, so no one really noticed him.
He checked his phone, and saw 17 missed calls from the boys, and 12 from Carolyn.
He decided not to call the boys, but he felt like calling Carolyn.
He dialled her number, and picked up right away.
'What is it Carrie? ' he asked, totally drunk.
'Where are you Yoongi? ' she asked in a monotonous tone.
'In a bar. ' he said.
'What! Anyways, where are you exactly? ' she asked, wanting to know his location, so that she can pick him up from there.
'I.. really don't know. I'm in a bar. That's all. ' he said, and hung up.

'Ugh! I think I'll just murder him for giving me grey hair! ' she said, frustrated. Then she remembered that Criss always keeps an eye on the boys. She has a tracking app in her phone for tracking the boys. Only she and Carolyn knew about it.
Jin had handed her Criss 's phone before she left.

So she opened the app, and looked where Yoongi was.
He was a in a nearby bar, and she drove her car to that location.
When she reached there, she quickly went inside to find him.
She looked around, and found him in the front, sweeping.
'Oh god! ' she tensed up, worrying if anyone would have found out if it was Yoongi. It would be a great problem. She quickly went over to him, and shook him to wake him up.
'What.. Who is it.. Where am I? ' he asked, totally unaware of the situation.
'Oh god! I'm literally gonna kill him. ' she said internally, while pulling him up, and dragging him to her car. He slept throughout the ride, and kept on mumbling Criss 's name.
She felt bad for him. She never thought someone would love her sister as much as she loves her. But she was wrong. The boys loved her as much as she loved her. She was happy for her sister, to be lucky enough to find these angels.
When she reached the house, she dragged him to the door, and rang the bell.
After a minute, Hobi opened the door, followed by Tae and Kookie.
'Oh my god! What happened to him? ' Hobi asked , when he saw Yoongi like that.
'I'll explain. First let's get him inside. '

They nodded, as Hobi helped Carolyn to take him to the couch, for now.
'I found him in a bar. ' she said, while going water from the kitchen.
The boys gasped. It's not that Yoongi doesn't drink, but last time he drank, he said that he's gonna quit drinking.
He didn't explain why, but he took that decision because she didn't like drinking.
So, it was pretty much a shock to hear it.
'Take care of him, and make sure he drinks enough water. Give him some tablet when he wakes up tomorrow. It will help him with the headache. I'm leaving. Evy is alone. I'll meet you guys tomorrow. Bye guys. Good night. ' she said, while hugging them. Then she left, and boys sat around Yoongi, looking at him.

'What's happening hyung? I've never seen him break his promise before. I'm worried about him. ' Tae asked Hobi. He was really worried, as was the two boys.
'He's really worried about her Taehyungie. That's all. Don't worry. He'll be alright. I know it. Everything will be alright. Ok? ' he asked, looking at both Tae and Kookie. They both nodded their heads in agreement.
Then they carried Yoongi to his room, and placed a water bottle, and some tablets near his bed, on his table.
They looked at him once more, before leaving the room, and closed the doors behind them.

Hobi was getting continuous calls from Akshaya, asking how Criss was. She was in London, because they were having a meeting, and she wished with all her heart if she could come back, and be with her friend, and make sure that she was alright.
Hobi consoled her, and also said that she will be moved to the ward the next day. She was a bit relieved after hearing that, and she could go to bed, with a little bit of weight lifted from her heart.