38. "My ship is dead"

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"I miss you" I heard her say.

Did I actually hear her say that?

I looked at her.

"Look Hero-" she sighed but I cut her off.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry about everything. I hope you know how fucking sorry I am" I took a step closer to her.

She pressed her lips together and I felt my heart stop waiting for her next word.

"I know" she finally said and I let out a breath.

"Can we just..." she stopped. "start again? Can we have a first start? From the beginning?" she pleaded. "I want to leave everything behind"

"Everything?" I asked gulping. "Even the good memories?" 

"Yes" she confirmed. "I want to rebuild everything. Without mistakes this time"

"Okay" I found myself saying.

She took a deep breath. "I'm Jo" she held her hand out of me.

I raised my eyebrows amused. "I'm Hero, nice to meet you" I played along.

"You too" we shook hands.

"That's a nice dress you are wearing" I pointed at her black dress.

"Thank you, it's my favorite"

It's my favorite too, I wanted to add but I didn't.

Then we just stared ta each other not saying anything. 

"This is weird" I let out a breath.

"Yeah"

"I've been closer to you than anyone. I can pretend like I don't know you, okay?" I took a step closer. "Because I know you, Jo. I fucking know you. I know how your laugh sounds when I make you laugh. I know how your eyes shine when you are excited about something. I know how your hands feel against my hair. I can't just forget all these and move on"

"We have to. I need to put our past behind, good or bad. We can explore everything again. As much as you piss me off you know I can't stay away from you" she admitted and my heard skipped a beat.

"I can't either"

"Okay, so go on a date with me" she demanded. "And yes I'll be the one asking you out this time. It will be our first day and it will be amazing. Please, Hero. I need this" she pleaded.

I thought about it for a second. "Okay, we'll start over. Let's go on a date"

She squealed and happiness and then hugged me.

It's been so long.

I hugged her back not wanting to let go. This start over thing could wait for a second. And by the looks of it she didn't want to pull away either. So we just stayed there hugging.

"I missed you so fucking much" I pushed her hair behind grabbing her face so I could look at her.

She nodded. "I know" her voice cracked. 

"Jo, Hero!" I suddenly heard a voice from behind me.

"Shit! Max is here" I rolled my eyes.

I honestly forgot about him.

Jo gave me a questioning look. "I called him here so he could take you to the mall. I gave him money so you can buy whatever you want. But-"

Her eyes lit up. "No butts! Our date can wait! Shopping baby!"

I laughed at her and I reminded myself in how much love I was with her.

"See you later!" she jumped and next thing I knew she had grabbed my face and placed a kiss on my cheek.

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