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valeriamont being back home feels weird but i missed it here and im never leaving here again.
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valeriamont btw im going live tonight to address the shit from yesterday. lol I've finally stopped crying. or at least i think so i might ✨break✨
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Waking up the next morning back in my New York apartment with my little sister and my parents felt oddly weird. I'd been away from home in l.a working, hanging out with friends and all of that, that I completely forgot about my life back home. I hadn't spoke to my family for about two weeks, not including our family group chats where we text only tiktok videos that we find funny.

I was too distracted over someone who didn't even seem to care about me, that I completely forgot all the moral of family.

But that's not something I want to talk about right now because I have to deal with all of that shit later tonight so I'll save it for tonight and not now. "You come home a whole month early, face red like you've been crying the whole night and you're telling me you just wanted to be home with us and that nothing happened?" My mother states as soon as I walk into the kitchen. "My face wasn't red from me crying... I was just... tired." I say, racking my brain for some excuse.

"Oh really because your sister definitely came in my room this morning showing me some post on that tiktokroom shit about this boy, vine? vinegar?"

"Vinnie. Mother. His name is Vinnie, and he doesn't matter, so we can ignore that whole thing." I say, rolling my eyes. "Yeah right. So what, he says he's gonna take you out on a date and he never shows because he's with some little Chiquita faulting around melrose? You know what we do with boys like that? Nothing! We leave them alone because they aren't worth the time." My mother declared.

I almost scoff at her but I bite my tongue. "Yeah because you did that with dad." I sarcastically retort.

"Um, I wasn't taking care of you and your older sister by myself miss thing. And definitely not now with that little thing in there." She states pointing towards my little sisters room. I laugh at her as I take a sip of the orange juice from my cup. "So what are you going to do about this whole thing with this boy. Have you talked to him?"

"Nope, and I don't plan on talking to him, or any of his friends either. They all knew, and didn't let me know because of this bro code crap. But they're the same ones who want me to spy on their little girlfriends because they don't trust them." I angrily say. But it was the truth. I ended up finding out that more of the Vinnie's friends knew about the whole thing going on with him and Emily because Charli ended up getting it out of Nick. I'm still pissed at him, and I don't plan on talking to him anymore either because he hurt me... I was his best friend, but he couldn't even value that because of this stupid "bro code" shit.

"Boys do that. And that's one of the few mistakes you've made. You can't trust everyone, especially not in this world. But it's okay because now you know who to trust.... I'm going out today with your sister, are you going to be okay here alone until your father comes home? Or do you want to come with us?" My mother states.

"I should stay home, I have to figure out my life real quick." I laugh, but in reality I was dead serious.

My mother laughs, but she kisses my cheek and heads out with my little sister. I make my way back to my room and I just say there for an hour contemplating on what I was going to say. I had to address the situation because if I didn't, I would be silencing my side of the story and letting people make any assumptions they wanted about me. But after a long while of me contemplating on what I was going to say, and thinking about everything, and crying a bit more, I set my phone down at my computer desk and went live on Instagram to address everything.

I waited for a few and then I started to see a couple of people rolling in. "I'm just gonna wait until I see a steady number of people in here and then I'll start talking to you guys. I'm sorry it took me so long, I-I've just been going through things and I wasn't in the right headspace mentally." I sniff out. Looking at my reflection through my phone I could see my face red and my eyes look like I've been crying. I mean I was but I didn't want it to look so obvious.

user aww valeria please don't cry :(

user it's sad she even has to address this... her private life should be kept private wtf

user i feel so bad for her :(

user not her crying on social media LMAOO

Once my views stayed at about 10k viewers I wiped my eyes, and took a deep breath. "Fuck. Why am I still so sad." I breathe out.

"Ugh whatever. So as you all know, tiktokroom posted about the whole me, Emily and Vinnie situation. For starters, I had no idea that Vinnie and Emily were even talking or dating or whatever they're doing. I started talking to Vinnie two months ago after we BOTH made it obvious that we liked each other. Or at least that's what I thought."

"I didn't know that Vinnie had been talking to Emily because he told me him and her hadn't talked like that in forever, so I assumed, like a dumbass, that he was telling the truth. Vinnie has never given me any reason to not believe him so I didn't suspect anything." I state.

user but why would Vinnie like u anyways??

user she's lying, she knew Emily and Vinnie were talking... she's just a home wrecker lol

"Vinnie did start acting a bit weird with me this past month so I did try not to be that girl who was all over him because I wanted us to work. I really fucking did." I whisper out. By now I was getting more and more emotional because half of the people commenting on the live were just calling me stupid and dumb for believing that Vinnie would actually like me.

"Then the whole thing with the date came up. Vinnie asked me out on a date and we both agreed. He obviously never showed so I posted about him not showing on my finsta... I ended up deleting it because it was no ones business, but someone screenshotted it and sent it to ttr. Apparently it was someone I associate myself with in my inner circle, and I have yet to find out who sent it to them but it's whatever. But anyways, I hadn't heard from Vinnie for the next two days and then yesterday I see that I'm getting tagged in a bunch of shit about my post and Vinnie and Emily dating and all of that."

By now I was a full on emotional wreck. Crying and all. " I think what really hurt me was the fact that he was someone I trusted and I thought we'd never lie to each other but I guess I was the only one not catching on..." I finally breathe out after a long pause.

"But y'all know what? I'll be fine. I'm in New York right now, with my family and I'm surrounded by great energy. I'm going to be focusing on myself from now on and I probably won't be active on social media for a while, meaning I won't post on YouTube either. I'm sorry that you guys had to crying on here. I'm sorry if I disappointed anyone, but I just need to look out for myself right now. I love you all, but this is goodbye for now." And with that I ended my live, crying into my pillow for the rest of the night.

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aw poor baby Valeria :(

first and foremost THANK YALL FOR OVER 3k READS?! AHH

i just thanked y'all for getting me to what? 700 or 1k reads and here y'all go surpassing my expectations lmaoo.

I'm sorry I haven't updated in 3 days, but I went out for halloween (COVID safe outing) so I couldn't post on Halloween.

I think I might do this thing where I won't post on holidays just so I have at least some time to myself, but I'll still be working on this story :)

again I want to thank u for over 3k reads, I love you all.

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