The Accidental Swap

Chapter Eleven- Revealed

A/N:

I'm getting busier and busier so updates might take a while but I'll try my best:) And also plus I'm trying to lose weight now:((( I'm like super duper fat like omfg, I need to lose at least 6kg and I have no idea how I am going to achieve that because I'm super lazy. But anyways, I'll have to make time for my other commitments so yea, updates will take a while, but not too long[i hope]:D

This chapter is rushed so please excuse my poor writing:3

At the side is Dylan Sprayberry as Cole and the music is the piece that Evie played the last chapter. One of my fave pieces:) Its called Meditation❤️❤️❤️ --->

-Yi En:D

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Chapter Eleven- Revealed

After lunch, I quickly excused myself and tried to sneak to the music room. It just draws me in. The peace and quietness of the room makes me feel at ease, and I haven't felt at ease for a long long time.

Ever since Mackenzie and I fell out, the peacefulness and happiness that I felt dimmed. But when I met Emma, things seem to be better for me. Emma was always there for me whenever I need a shoulder to cry on and she was there for me through Derek and I's break up.

She knew how much Derek meant to me, and to break up in that way is too cruel for anyone. Derek was like my breathe of fresh air when I am feeling down. He was like my light when I feel that I'm surrounded by darkness. He was like the hand that is helping and guiding me when I find that I have no way out. He was like my savior, my knight in shining armor. Or so I thought.

After the break up, I was like a totally different person. On the outside, I would always smile and laugh like nothing happened, like I wasn't affected by anything. But on the inside, I was always having a melt down. My heart was always aching, there is always a lump in my throat and I was exhausted. From all the dramas and heartaches that I went through. It took me a while to get back on my feet. The happy feeling that I got when I wake up each morning is gone, the spark that light up in my eyes has dimmed and the smile that I once have is now more or less forced.

Emma told me over and over again that I need to forget and move on. I tried over and over again, but no matter how hard I try, I can't. There is always this small part of me that wants everything to go back to the way it was. I want the feeling of happiness and the feeling of peacefulness back. Most of all, I want my old life back.

They say the past should stay in the past, but in my case, I want to stay in the past. Emma told me that it's not healthy to think like that, it's not healthy to blame myself over and over again when I did nothing wrong. She also said that I should try to find back my peace, my spark.

Because of all the emotions I experienced, I had forgotten the fact that I have somewhere to escape to. Music.

I have loved music since I was young. Dad used to teach me how to play the piano when I was four. I was fascinated by it. Fascinated by the fact that such a huge and heavy wooden block can produce such a beautiful sound. And when I was seven, I touched violin for the first time in my life and I fell in love with it.

Whenever I'm playing it, I am lost. Lost in the sensation of the beautiful, melodious sound coming from such a delicate instrument. I used to play it whenever I am happy, sad, angry or I'm feeling overwhelmed. It calms me me down, a lot. It make me get lost in its beauty, enchanted by its sound.

I played less when dad left and also when things got too hectic for me during high school and but almost completely stopped after Mckenzie and I's fell out.. I only played it occasionally, to relief some stress. But after the incident with Derek, I played it less and less, till I totally stopped.