A TWIST OF FATE

72 HOURS (PART -2)

NOTE IMPORTANT:  It's supposed to be author's note but I am not the author of this story. As many of you already know that Gina is in the hospital, so I am publishing this on her behalf. It is probably unedited but she asked me to publish it as it is. Any changes to be done, will be done later when Gina is back home.
Please stay safe and healthy wherever you all are. Cheers. - Aiden. (@GAiden99)

New Thitipoom

I kissed him hard. I almost crushed him beneath, I bit his lips, ears and his neck leaving red marks all over. I wished that I could make a permanent imprint on this man. This was the most possessive I had ever felt about Tay.............I wished that I could let the world know that this man was mine, he was the most precious person to me.

But those five answers had changed my world.

Suddenly the person in front of me was the one who had replaced me in the lives of my birth family.

What was I supposed to feel now?

Shouldn't there have been some kind of resentment in my heart towards the man who had lived a life which was supposed to be mine? He lived a life of  comfort and luxury while I struggled with my students loan???? Shouldn't I be angry that he had the family which was supposed to love me.....care for me?? I had been so easily replaced by him and he was proving to be a much better son to my parents than I would have ever been.

But why wasn't I getting angry? Instead the only thing inside my heart was fear and regret.

Fear that if he found out the truth, then he might try to distance himself and push me towards this family........

Regret that I hadn't met him under different circumstances.

"New? New?? Stop you are hurting me...."

I saw blood on his lips and immediately let go.

"I am sorry...... really sorry Tay."

"What's going on? Can we talk first...before you devour me completely?" He didn't let go of me though. His arms were still around my waist and I felt a warmth flow through my body as he hugged me tighter.

I stared at his beautiful face. "Will you ever regret loving me Tay?"

"What kinda dumb question is that Newwie? How can I ever regret loving you?"

"What if I turn out to be not what you expected?"

"Then I will adjust to the new you."

"What if you don't like the new me?"

"There is no version of you that I cannot like.......you know that... don't you??"

"What if I become too demanding?  Maybe I want more than you can offer...."

"I can give up my whole world for you.......you just need to ask."

"That's what scares me the most Tay...."

"What?"

That you might give up everything if you ever find out.......

Of course I couldn't say that aloud.

"Nothing" I mumbled instead.

"Where is all this coming from New? Are you having any second thoughts....about us?"

I remained quiet not knowing what to say to that. If I stuck around, some day he might find out. But if I disappeared everything would go back eventually to where it originally was. Won't it?