I really enjoyed reading and watching Sotus, Sotus S, and Our Sky. I felt like some parts could be elaborated on and more in and outs of their campus and adult life.
The first part of the series will be Knott's Perceptive of what is happening throu...
I am pissed.. He usually respects his seniors, but today he has gotten on my nerves twice. I expected more from him. I guess, I feel a little biased because I have spent some time with him outside of hazing activities.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
The water incident was my fault and I know it. I ordered him to cool his head knowing full well he will listen to me. That is why I was watching him the entire time, but of course because of that I mistakenly thought he was hurt/drowning. I caused a scene, and I didn't know how to react. I was afraid that he was hurt because of my big mouth. I am always like this.. I run my mouth before I use my brain.
***
Tonight, I told everyone they are not allowed to drink because I just didn't want to deal with the repercussions. Especially since I am already in a foul mood. I knew, I needed to speak to Kongpob about earlier, so I grabbed the master keys and the sleeping arrangement plans.
As I walk down the pathway of all the cottages. I noticed it was fairly noisy, so I peaked into a few cabins. One thing I noticed is everyone was drinking... where the hell did they get the alcohol. I made sure the stuff we brought was locked away in one of the buses. I made a mental note to check that after speaking to Kongpob.
I wasn't angry that they were drinking. Needless to say, I will have to pretend to be angry if they get out of hand. I finally made it to the cottage that Kongpob and his group of friends are sharing.
I knocked on the door, but no answer. I instantly decided to check the window, but the curtains were drawn. The curtains were very thing so I could see a number of people moving around inside. , I decided to knocked again while trying to turn the knob. Nobody was answering the door, I took out the master key and started to unlock the door.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
When the door opened I see Kongpob and his friends. Girls and Boys. They are all drinking. I just stared and left. Once again, I am pissed. They ignored my direct orders... he ignored my order. I heard the foot steps behind me and I know it's him.
I am very angry right now and I don't particularly want to speak to him. I'm not proud to admit this, but I won't be able to keep my mouth shut. I could say something I don't actually mean again.
My wish was not granted however. I heard him call out my name and I turned to look at him. His face is sour and full of remorse. If he is this remorseful he shouldn't of done it in the first place... see I am getting angrier as the longer I look at him. He continuously apologizes. This just pisses me off more. I was coming to apologize, but now the table has turned to him apologizing to me.
Kongpob doesn't stop talking, "I know we broke the rules. Can you give me another chance? I'll do anything." His face is annoying because it's too honest. He is pleading with every fiber of his being. "I swear, I will never let this happen again!" I knew, if I had slept on this or at least sat down and thought about this properly I would never had said the things I did. Unfortunately, he did not give me that time. Instead he got feel the full impact of my foul mouth... my fatal flaw.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Are you sure you will do whatever I say?" "I am sure." At this point my emotions had taken over and I'm dishing out the most hurtful things I could say. "In that case, tomorrow, all of you are grounded. I will cancel all activities for tomorrow. As for you, just get out of my face. You broke the rules. Which means that you have no respect for your seniors. There is nothing else to say." My feet began walking away before I could even understand what had just happened.
I finally made it far enough away and had time to break down what had just transpired. Shit... I am such an idiot. I let my emotions take control again. I quickly grabbed my phone and messaged our chat group for Hazers.
To everyone: All activities are suspended tomorrow. Caught freshmen with alcohol while doing a routine check. We still have to participate with the beach cleaning. We will divide the freshman by groups along with assigned seniors. They will do some cleaning and we will alternate them throughout the day. I will make the plans tonight. Arthit
I quickly turns my phone off. I didn't want to hear anything from anyone. I am furious at the freshman.. I am furious at Kongpob however the person I am most angry at is ... myself.
By the time I made it to the cabin I share with Knott and Prem. They had already gone to sleep. I quickly grabbed my notes and headed to the porch and began organizing the groups for tomorrow's beach cleaning.
***
I must of fell asleep at some point. My body aches for sleeping improperly and I think I have numerous bug bites for staying outside. I grab my drool covered notes and go inside. Knott is awake getting ready to leave for his morning jog. He looks at me, squeezes my shoulder and leaves. I crawled into my cold bed and embrace sleep.
When Knott comes back to the cottage I wake up. So much for having a good nap. He whispered to me, "Want to go grab a drink?" I nodded my head as I grabbed my clothes and changed quickly.
There is a nice cafe, we found while walking aimlessly. We didn't say anything to each just walked. We both ordered our favourite drinks. Knott looks at me once again, however this time he speaks. "Ai'Arthit, I need to tell you something." I looked at him and my brows are merging together, "What is it?" "I knew the freshmen had the alcohol..." "What the hell!" "We gave it to them" "By 'WE'... who else did this?" His face soured, "Ai'Bright, Ai'Prem, Ai'Toota..."
I stood up. I am mad like really mad! These are my friends. They went behind my back and did this. I was punishing the freshmen, but I should be punishing my so called friends! "Ai'Knott! You are my friend. Why would you do this? I have already told some of the freshmen that they are not having any activities today!" I sit back down and my head is spinning, so I placed my head on my hand. "We can figure out away to make it up to them. I promise. I texted you last night telling you that we shouldn't cancel the activities." "My phone was turned off because I didn't want to hear any whining. I had heard enough of it last night.." My eyes drifted away because I could still see the look of Kongpob's face as I turned after tell him to stay away from me.
"Who did you catch Ai'Arthit?" "Huh.. oh..almost every freshmen. I peeked in the windows... ha!" "Why are you laughing? Are you actually mad about them drinking or another reason?" Knott is perspective. He always knows when I am not telling the full truth. "You caught Kongpob, right? That is why you were, so pissed? He always obey's your command to the point of almost drowning." "Hey Ai'Knott!" He just snickers. Damn, he is too good for his own good. "Let's just agree to disagree!" I mumbled. He erupted in a belly laugh. I couldn't help, but start laughing with him.