Sotus Short Stories- discontinued

Kongpob/Arthit - Studying Reprieve

I have been studying like no tomorrow and the same could be said about my sun. Since he is in his third year his exams are that much more stressful, and with the looming internship. I have not had much quality time with my boyfriend. I would be lying if this time away has made we realize things about myself.

For one thing, I never thought I would be the clingy man, but now that we are two weeks into a three week dry spell. I'm craving for anything, even if that means P'Arthit telling me to run laps or shout I like men. I would literally do anything to be near him, but I know that it's not rational behaviour.

Secondly, when I saw P'Arthit studying in the library which seems to be his favourite place to study along with P'Knott. I find his concentration face very alluring. Forgive me, if I'm wrong, but seeing him working tirelessly and not distracting himself with anything I find just breathtaking. I honestly had to leave the library because instead of studying my course subjects. I was studying all the different expressions My sun shows while in the zone.

Thirdly, Everyone else is no match for my suns warmth. This one really makes me feel empty and it's embarrassing to admit. Since we have been together for going on two months... I missed our skinship. The feel of his hands in mine or his arms around me when he give me an impromptu hug. Those little moments of warmth and love that drive me crazy. I'm lacking in every department. To the point I can no longer focus on studying. I'm staring at the room directly across almost begging for P'Arthit to come rescue me from my loneliness. I wonder if my Phi feels the same way.

I have looked at every book in the library for each subject that I will have an exam on. Notes are spread across my floor and I'm drowning in information. That I can only hope I can remember once the exams begin.

However I have noticed this time around I feel a tad bit lonely. When I say I'm a tad lonely I mean I am freaking lonely. I think, I have gotten so used to having a shadow that now that we are not near each other it feels as though my other half of me is missing. I never thought I would feel this way already...

Toota talked about this many times when he had a faen that you crave the other's presence. I just thought since I was so use to being single or just having my friends that this type of feeling would not come up. But here I am in my room sitting on my floor complaining about waiting to see Kongpob.

I missed his cheesy lines, his smile, his confidence, his... ugh I can't believe this one, but his embrace. It made me feel protected, and loved. Heck, I missed his damn voice! We are barely talking over the phone mostly good morning and good night texts. Now I am completely deprived of my Kongpob, but I am far too proud to tell him that. Doesn't he feel the same way about me?

I couldn't stay in my room any longer, so I'm now walking towards the canteen. Hoping that just maybe, we could see each other by coincidence. Of course, Lady Luck was not on my side. I ordered my drink, Iced Americano... once I received my drink. I couldn't take it anymore. I ordered Nomyen and headed towards my boyfaens dorm.

I know, I should of probably texted him first, but this wasn't planned or intentional my feet walked here on their own. I had no control over it. As I stand on the other side of the door contemplating whether I should knock or leave. The door opens to my surprise. There is my sunshine staring at me with his beautiful doe eyes and shocked face. Omg... I missed him.

"Kong!" I looked at the man in front of me staring at me with such love and attention. It was like he was soaking in every part of me. It made my stomach tingle. My heart of course was running a marathon because man did I miss Kong that much that he looked more handsome no manly. He was breathtaking.

Before Kongpob could say a word I kissed his lips and pulled him inside my room. I'm dragging him down the front hall while still kissing him with everything I had. I missed this taste, this feeling of his lips against mine. I whined because he was not holding me like I craved.