I really enjoyed reading and watching Sotus, Sotus S, and Our Sky. I felt like some parts could be elaborated on and more in and outs of their campus and adult life.
The first part of the series will be Knott's Perceptive of what is happening throu...
When I dashed out of the cafe it was mixture of emotions. After speaking about it out loud without any stupid comments just... listening. It's such a load off my shoulders. I have been drowning in my own wild dream world. I was the sole owner of my behaviour... I haven't hung out with Kongpob all week, and barely texted him back. Today was the first time, I saw him dropping off my morning meal. I wanted to hug him, but now I don't understand what held me back. I know, that I wanted to be near him be close as humanly possible. Instead, I ran away... instead of facing my own fears and reservations.
I am not going to do that anymore, so I ran back to the vendor market. I remember seeing a leather bound bracelet. There was nothing to fancy about it, but I knew Kongpob's wrist would look much better with that on then the string I tied many months ago. When I took the band into my hand, I realized there was actually two of the same design. I haggled my way to having both of them for the price one.
With the bag in my hand that holds the two bracelets that will represent our way of displaying to the world we are together. I don't need to wear loud shirts or rings or shout it to the world to know. I just want him to know... that I don't want anybody else. I am ready to see where this thing goes, and if by chance we can make it to the end. We may not know the future, but I do understand my heart. I want this. I want us.. I want him.
The drive back to campus was terrible. There was so much traffic and we hit every light. I was beginning to be anxious that I wouldn't make it in time. It had to be at the party and I had to tell him tonight. I cannot let this go anymore. I know I texted my code line that I would not be attending, plus I never text Kongpob about my desire to come. I wanted him surprised by my arrival. I want to see him become dumbfounded then watch as his smile.. the smile that I come to enjoy looking at openly displaying his affections for me. I am ready to pour out my heart to him, but this fucking traffic is killing my nerves.
At some point I must started yelling at the cars in front of us because I felt good whack on the side of my head. I look back at Prem. "Will you shut up! I get it you need to get to the Thank you Party, but can you tell me why? I remember you telling me, it's stupid. Or did your 0062 tell you that he will be bringing you an expensive gift?" I turned my head forward... the heat rising to my face. I don't want to tell Prem right now... I glanced over at Knott. He is smiling to himself. "Why would you say that? I have gifts for my code line!" I hear the fakest cough from Knott, I scowled at him. He just shrugs his shoulder. Prem responded, "you wouldn't be this... annoying. I think ai'Toota is right! You have a freshy Faen. That is why you need to arrive back quickly. Are you going to confess tonight. It would explain your mood swings." How did Prem's guesses be this spot on.. I see once again Knott smiling to himself. He is just no help... "who would I be dating? I'm curious?" Prem is thinking about it, but just before he had spoken his answer we arrived at the campus. Knott parked the car and my stomach began to fluttering. I know Kongpob is up there... wait for me Kong.
We finally made it to the roof top party. I see many of the freshmen I have gotten to know over the course of the hazing and a few juniors from the second year. Everyone seems to be enjoying the atmosphere and ambiance of the lighting and music.
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