full moon ~ remus lupin x reader

feels.

|Idk if I have to put a warning for this bc it's not that bad, but this chapter is *kinda steamy* lol. I just felt like the story needed to get more interesting. But enjoy. Love you all! |

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You woke up and it was dark. You must have slept through the whole day. You sat up, still snuggled up with Remus, who was fast asleep. You looked at him peacefully sleeping.

I swear, I would die for this boy. He's done so much for me, I wish I could have done more.

You cupped his face in your hands, and kissed his forehead softly. You moved the hair out of his face, and smiled. You got off the couch carefully, trying not to wake him. You grabbed your bag, and snuck out of the common room.

You decided to go up to the astronomy tower again. It was sort of your comfort place, when you needed to be alone to think late at night. You dropped your bag down next to you, and sat on the floor. You thought about everything that has happened these past few weeks. It was chaotic, but somehow ended up okay.

It has been really tough for you, especially finding out that the boy you fancy is also a werewolf. Crazy how things can work like that. It's not exactly something that usually happens to someone any day.

You looked up at the stars, which took you back to that moment with Remus. When you both stood up here, watching the stars together.

I can't stop thinking about him...what am I to him? We've kissed a couple times now, but..what if it meant nothing to him? What if he is just taking care of me because he feels bad?

All these questions rushed through your mind. You didn't know what to think. You just knew you fancied him, and didn't know if he felt the same.

You dug in your bag, and pulled out a treacle tart you had saved, just in case you got hungry. You hadn't eaten since before the full moon, so you were pretty hungry. You broke a piece off and ate it, still admiring the stars above you. It was so quiet and peaceful up here, it was quite nice.

You let your thoughts invade your mind once again, thinking about everything. You had thought about it for a while, and finally decided it was time for people to know. You couldn't keep the fact that you're a werewolf a secret forever. They would find out eventually, and there's nothing you could do about it.

You stood up, and cautiously walked back to the common room. You gave the fat lady the password, and walked in. You walked over to the couch, and Remus was still peacefully sleeping. You got on the couch, snuggling back under him, and kissed his head softly. He woke up, and smiled at you.

"What time is it?" he asked in a sleepy voice. You pointed to the clock right above the fireplace and he looked at it. 3:44 a.m. He groaned, as he saw the time. "We really slept all day?" he said, chuckling softly. You nodded, and smiled at him.

He looked into your eyes, and lifted your chin with his finger. Once again, you got that feeling. You couldn't explain it, but it was quite strong. It was a desperate feeling. But, it also made you feel like you needed to turn to a werewolf right at the moment. The feeling was strong, but you tried to ignore it.

Remus must have felt it too, because he looked at you with a different look in his eyes. "Do you feel it too?" he asked. I nodded, and he sighed.

He pulled you in for a kiss, and soon the kiss became deep, and desperate. He pulled you on top of him, still kissing you as well. You kissed him passionately, as his hands began to roam. Your heart was pumping still a fast pace, as he moved his hands down, slowly sliding from your face to your neck, and down to your chest.

His hands started to snake under your shirt, but he stopped for a moment, looking at you for acceptance. You nodded, and he continued, slipping his hands under your shirt. You shivered at his touch, his cold hands sliding up your stomach.

He smiled at you, and you kissed him once again, longing for his lips to be on yours. You let out a small whine, almost as you would if you were a werewolf, and he looked at you with his eyes wide. He grinned, pulling you in once more, his hands still exploring under your shirt.

You didn't know why these feelings were so strong. Whatever you two felt  it was more than just lust. It was an animal like feeling, and neither if you knew what it was, but it made you almost desperate for each other's touch.

Eventually you pulled away, knowing it couldn't go too far. He nodded, agreeing, especially since you were on the couch in the common room. The feeling inside you wished for it to continue, but you couldn't.

You snuggled up with him, kissing him passionately once more. You both eventually fell asleep, trying to get rid of this longing feeling.