there isnt enough soulmate frerard fanfics so i made one

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14: sparkly jacket -gerard

Later that day.

I head to Phil's class.

"hi Gerard," he says.

"hi ph- mr.lester"

I sit down and almost instantly zoned out.

My mind replays memories of a few days ago.

"frankieeeee eattt," I whine.

"I'm not stealing your food"

I shove some snacks in his face. "Eat" I pout.

"fine." he laughs. "only because I don't want to see you pout."

How can I care so much for one person after knowing them for such a short time.

"Gerard" Phil looks at me, "you zoned out."

I mumble 'sorry' but zone out again.

"Gerard, stay after class." he says and I nod.

the rest of class my thoughts are constantly there.

what if he hates me because of a lie. Soulmates don't always work out.

What if she decides she wants to keep him just to bring down?

What if I never get my friend back? I tear up.

What if he continues to hurt me? how much can I take?

Am I being over dramatic? I've only known him for a week, but I never get attached to anyone, I've never been this close to someone.

RRRRRiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggggg

I wait till everyone leaves.

"what happened, you haven't zoned out once all year, you cried, and you scraped your knees." he says instantly.

"you wont tell anyone right? Like anyone? I don't care if you tell a relative or something, but no one at fu- school?"

he nods, instantly, worried, "I don't have anyone next block and I can give you a late pass. rant away."

"can I swear?" I ask and he nods "so like I know who my fucking soulmate is and he's dating a manipulative bitch"

"Alexis?" he asks and I nod.

"well she told him something and I-" the phone rings, he says yes a bunch and hangs up. "I think he fucking hates me, and today-" the door opens.

"Phil you idiot, you forgot your lunch again, ohh whos this?" Dan asks wearing a sparkly jacket.

"Dan, this is Gerard." Phil says to Dan.

"I like your outfit. anyway, what happened"

"a lot of shit." lets see, someone I look up to walks through the door after my soulmate hurt me.

"can I stay? I was filming but clearly it's something important. I'll shank a bitch if I have to."

"please don't threaten the students,"

I nod, what is my life. "ok, Dan, lemme catch you up, my soulmate is dating a manipulative bitch." he nods "today he yelled at me for talking to him, he pushed me away and I fell, yesterday he yelled at me and called me useless and worthless. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't know how long I can take this. what did she say to him? he's so sweet. Hurt, but sweet. she got Awsten to say some fucked up things and she hurt so many people. Frankie... who knows. I miss the real him" I cry quietly.