there isnt enough soulmate frerard fanfics so i made one

26: Hellish -frank

Sorry this is late... I'm writing like 3 fics bc why not and I don't even know if they'll be published

Anyway, enjoy.

I'm brought to the bathroom.

I sit down, he sits next to me. "Frankie are you okay?" He asks.

I shake my head. I hug him crying, and he hugs me back. "I'm really worthless aren't I?"

"No, Frankie you aren't,"

"What good have I done for you? All I've done is hurt you,"

"you've shown me what true happiness is like, and Frankie I never knew what it was like to be happy for hours. I'll always be grateful for that, you might of hurt me, but now I know how precious it truly is, you can give that to me, no one can give that to me, except you." He gives small smile.

"Did you write that down somewhere?" I checked his palms and arms and he laughs shaking his head. "That was so fucking beautiful," he laughs, "that was also the nicest thing anyone ever said to me..." I look down.

"You deserve it. I swear if you TRY to deny it."

"Rumors are going to spread. That you aren't innocent anymore, yow know that right?"

"I never was, I can act innocent they stop, or not give a shit"

~skip to lunch~

I walk in the cafeteria, I take small steps to the people I hope are still my friends.

I wave awkwardly.

"Hey guys, he's back!" I hear Pete yell.

"How was your hellish experience." Awsten asks.

"Hellish, how are you guys?" I ask nervously, not mentioning anything that happened in the past few days, scared they'll reject me. I lay my head on the table.

"Holy shit he knows grammar" Pete looks shocked.

I smile, don't get your hopes up Frank, there's still time to be rejected.

"We've been okay I guess, it was weird without you... How was the life of Frank?" Billie says, avoiding her name.

"Good for a bit, when it started, I thought I was happy, I thought that y'all hated me, other than that, good, at first." I sigh, "I didn't realize it but her manipulation was getting worse, it started off with things like getting her a soda, then it was like ignoring my friend of like 2 years, then it was like making fun of Gerard, then it got worse, but I'm here now right?" Partly talking about me talking to them again, partly talking about not dying.

"You're the first person to break up with her and stand up for yourself," Awsten says.

"That doesn't matter, I did something fucked up," I debate telling them,  "She told me that he hurt her, a-and I got upset..." I start to cry, "I-I punched him, It kinda makes me hate myself more, If I didn't stop when I did, I could've put him in the hospital, and he still saved me."

"I don't know if you realized, but she fucked with me too, I told Ray some shit he ignored me for a while, she broke up with me... He didn't talk to me for a while, but we're good, now."

Ray nods, "Awsten is like my brother, I think my family was more upset than me, but they forgave him."

"Yeah, and your brother hasn't," Gerard adds.

"When did you get here?" I ask at the same time ray asks, "How do you know that?"

"I've been here, sense Awsten started talking."

"How did you know?" Ray asks confused.

"Mikey."

He gives me food, "eat." I nod and eat it. "What's up y'all,"

They shrug before Billie says, "not much, the idiot is back"

"At least I'm not an imbicile," I joke.

"Can y'all come over Thursday? It's my birthday and I don't want my mom to make a big deal out of it."

They all say something along the lines of yes.