blush [ moonbae ]

twenty two

Kevin grasped at the fabric of the hoodie covering Jacob's back, feeling the other's fingers buried in his hair.

A little while prior, the pair had walked out into the parking lot and towards Jacob's car, wanting to talk away from the public eye.

Yet, after a short bit of chatting in the car, Kevin let it slip that his house would be empty at the moment, and one thing led to another...

Kevin now found himself in his bedroom at home, the older boy on top of him absolutely overwhelming all of his senses.

His heart rate was skyrocketing, although he wasn't sure whether it was from the boy in front of him or the threat of doing something like this here.

He wrapped his arms over Jacob's back as the elder roughly kissed him, making Kevin only want to pull him closer than ever. He couldn't help but smile, somehow.

Jacob noticed this and grinned as well. Feeling a sort of intimacy fall over the two, he decided to try and take a step forward.

He began to deepen the kiss just a little, giving Kevin a soft nibble as to ask for entrance. Kevin gladly granted it, welcoming the warm feeling.

Kevin felt a light tug on the back of his neck. After a while, when Jacob pulled away for air, Kevin peeked down, searching for the source of the feeling.

His eyes landed on Jacob's hand, pulling the necklace that Kevin was currently wearing out from under his shirt. Jacob seemed quite satisfied as he looked over it, recognizing it to be the one he'd given to Kevin himself.

"You're wearing it," Jacob said, turning the pendant over in his hand.

"Of course," Kevin replied.

"Cute," Jacob murmured, then buried his head against Kevin's neck, leaving a few kisses upon it.

Kevin couldn't help but giggle at the feeling. Jacob backed away for a moment, pulling his jacket off and tossing it to the side, leaving him in just a t-shirt.

Needless to say, Kevin stared at the elder's arms for a second before he leaned in, giving Kevin a soft peck as he found one of his hands and held it.

Minutes of bliss passed by. Little squeezes, kisses, and light touches marked every space between the two, each a sign of the feeling behind them.

Jacob rolled off of Kevin eventually, lying down next to him on the bed and staring up at the ceiling. The pair sat in silence, although Jacob still rested his right hand on top of Kevin's.

"Kev," the elder spoke quietly, glancing at him as if to check he was listening.

"I want to tell my brother that we're together," Jacob stated, monotone. "Is that okay?"

Kevin remained silent for a second, his brain lagging as he tried to comprehend the words.

"Oh- yeah, of course you can..." Kevin blurted out, realizing he'd been quiet for too long.
His mind was a whole mess at the idea, for some reason. They were starting to tell people? Hell, should he start telling people about it himself?

"Um, now, you know I'm not out to my family yet," Kevin spoke in a low voice, the topic seeming a bit hazardous. "So... like, I can't tell them anything."

Jacob shook his head. "Nah, I agree. It's probably best that you don't," he reasoned. "Unless you're sure they'll react well."

Kevin exhaled, rolling over onto his side to face Jacob. He reached up, gently poking the other's cheek with a finger just to be annoying.