Living in LA and Chester being just around the corner was weird, he seemed like my treasure and it was as if I was handing him out. I wasn't ready to show him off to the world just yet but he was. Chester seemed to not care about his audience knowing about us but it scared me; for how was I to know what would happen between the two of us.
"Hey Ches." I shyly stated. He looked up from his phone and waited for me to finish what I had so carelessly began. "I was just wondering, asking more really. If maybe you couldn't post pictures of us, together? I mean not as many, you know?"
He looked up confused and almost a bit hurt. "What do you mean? What are you trying to say Grace?" His tone was sharp and I hated it.
"I just mean that I'm not comfortable with everyone knowing. I want to keep us private." His glare burnt through my eyes.
"Why?" He demanded bluntly, sitting up.
"Well, what if something were to go wrong..like how am I meant to explain that to millions of people. You know what the fandoms are like."
"If something were to go wrong?! So you don't trust me now? Is that what you're saying.. is this the break up? The part where you tell me it was all just a holiday romance!" He shouted now, his voice rattling throughout the house- my heart pounded as he grabbed his coat and slammed the door behind him.
I was left in a stunned silence with guilt and betrayal coursing through me. Chester's voice and words resonated across the room. I wandered aimlessly around my house, staring at my phone in hope it would beep and Chester would come running through the door and he'd be back in my arms but he didn't; instead an eery silence was left where he used to stand. I was speechless and angry and confused because Chester wasn't just a holiday romance, he meant everything.
It had been three days and I hadn't heard anthing from Chester, I didn't realise that our argument was that big of a deal- I was in denial because this couldn't be the end. I should have known that it was all too good to be true, my heart was decieved once again. I was constantly waiting for Chester to come running back to me, to be enveloped in his embrace, for it all to go back to how it was before I opened my stupid mouth. However no texts were exchanged and no contact had been made- it was as if he had disappeared from the face of the earth. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to him yet so for days I slept in his shirts, breathing in his scent as I slept a restless night of lonliness.
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See You Around~ Grester (completed)
Fanfiction"What does love mean?" I laughed, she nodded expectantly. "Well, I've always thought about it as if love is a homeless guy: searching for treasure in the middle of the rain and he finds a bag of gold coins but slowly finds out they're all filled wi...
