Hey guys!!
Thanks for the 200 reads, it means a lot to me you're reading my book and hopefully enjoying it 💕
Anyways, here's another chapter for you, I hope you like it 💜ps:. I'm thinking about putting a 'cast' in the beginning of the book, what do you guys think?
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Kaden was frowning, his eyebrows knit together. He seemed confused and concerned. Seeing him made me remember of how I felt about him. Made me remember of how wrong I was. Of everything I hide and couldn't keep inside myself anymore. I cried harder and looked away, burying my head on my knees, which were bent. My hands went to my arms, warming myself up.
I heard rushed steps and Kaden sitting down beside me. I didn't move to see him. Suddenly, I felt something being placed on my shoulders and covering my arms. I opened my eyes and turned to see that Kaden had taken off his jacket and placed it on me.
I finally looked at him, who was gazing over me with a sad and comforting lipped smile. I wanted to hug him. I wanted to let him hold me while I cried. But I would regret later. I would feel worse. So I just grasped his jacket and held it tighter, like it would fly away by the wind if I didn't grab it with all my strength.
I didn't need to hug him. Because he hugged me. One of his arms went to my back and the other to my front, pulling me closer to him in a sided-hug. I couldn't control myself anymore. I told myself I just needed someone to comfort me and turned my body to him, putting each arm by his side and hugging him back. I buried my face on the crook of his neck and one of his hands rubbed circles on my back, while the other ruffled gently my blond locks.
"It's okay" He whispered in my ear "Everything's gonna be okay"
I hugged him tighter, wishing his words were true. He held me tighter too, understanding I needed him. I needed him. When I saw him a few minutes before, I thought it was a bad thing. I thought I needed to stay away from him. But right now it felt like I needed his hug. I needed his arms. I needed his comfort. It felt like he was supposed to be there.
"Kaden" I breathed out "I'm such a mess"
He placed his cheek on the top of my head and continued on holding me while I cried. I don't know how much time we spent in that position. My arms hugging him at his sides. My head on the crook of his neck. My hands grasping the back his shirt. One of his arms at my back, with his hand coming up and down. The other hand on my locks. His head rested on the top of mine. And he whispering that everything would be okay. Everything would pass.
My tears eventually stopped falling through my cheeks, and my sobs eventually stopped coming out of my mouth. But even when there was no sign that I was still crying, Kaden continued on holding me. I let him. Being held by him made me feel better. Safer. Like my problems were waiting for me outside his embrace, and as long as I continued with him, I would be okay.
I knew I probably should say something after crying on him after God knows how many time, but no words came out of my mouth. It was like I had lost my capacity of speak.
"Are you hungry?" Kaden said out of the blue.
I frowned and raised my head a little to signalize I wanted to see his face. He raised his own head, understanding what I wanted, and looked down at me, since I still had my head on his shoulder.
"What?" My voice came out husky and low.
I cleared my throat, trying to make my voice come back to normal. He smiled at this and his smile made my heart flutter in my chest once more.
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