Good Morning, Sunshine

The feel of a warm bed

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At some point you will have to conclude.
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On this day, with this mission, I had fully become a part of the Avengers. It was a wild ride to get there and my life continued to be a wild ride.

I became part of a world that used to be just a fantasy to me, I grew to love it in a way very different to the love I'd felt for it before.

I breathed the air of this world, walked it's ground and talked to it's people.

There was Jaromir with me at all times, at some  point we realised that we were one being with two bodies. We accepted it.

We are happy.

We are part of a narrative we weren't supposed to be a part of. And we changed it. Oh, we changed it. You'd be impressed at how much we changed it.

One day I'll tell the story of how I fell in love and out of love again, how I embraced someone who'd admired me for so long, how I let go of ideas I'd previously had of people. How I learned to differentiate between the fanatsy world I'd known and the world I live in now.

Still, every day I wake up, scared that I'm back in my old world. Not that I hate my old life, my old world now. But I have more in this new world than I ever had in the old one. I don't want to lose everything again.

Let me give you this advice: Appreciate what you have, embrace everyone you love as often as you can or show them your love in a way you feel comfortable with. It could be over in a heartbeat.

Life isn't fair and not everyone gets the chance to experience things they've always wanted to.

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A/N Hey, thank you for reading this. I've grown and changed a lot since I started writing this story.

At some point I knew that I would have to leave it behind unfinished. Maybe I'll return, pick up the strings that haven't yet been knotted into a full story and continue. Maybe I'll never do that, don't get your hopes up.

There are new stories to write, clinging to my fingertips, ready to be released into the world of Wattpad. I'll tend to them.

I hope you are doing amazing.

Also, I'm kind of obsessed with Hamilton now.

Scratch that, I'm hopelessly obsessed with Hamilton. As soon as that virus of ours is a problem of the past I'll go see as many musicals as possible. They provide me with the bloody air to breathe.

I've watched Hamilton 5 times in about two weeks, just saying.

Disney+ is my closest friend now.

Like, I've literally downloaded one thing for my 5 days without Wifi-week.

You know what it is.

Big thank you to EternalThorn22 for reading my story and voting.