If you love someone, fight for it. Risk it all.
A lot of people usually tell that to everyone who is inlove. People who have the courage to be with someone they truly love, and who are willing to fight for it until the end.
They become a warrior in order to win.
They become a fighter just to end up with their the one, and just to be the winner of the thing called love.
However, I don't believe that. Simply because that phrase doesn't suit me.
I can't be a warrior of love.
I can't be a fighter.
Why?
Because I can't win. I am the loser of this love game.
I should let go.
I should let him go.
It might be painful in my part, but who cares if I get hurt? Who cares if I suffer? I can sacrifice myself, my happiness and everything just for him to win. I can't drag him in this battle where in both of us will lose.
"You want me to go, Rae? You want me to go back to her?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"You know why."
"I tought you love me?" He asked and I couldn't even read his eyes. I couldn't see what was running on with his mind.
"You even want us to break up? We were just starting, Rae!"
"Just go, Luther. Leave me."
I walked back and left him there. It is better for him to settle things with her first love. It is better for him if he ends up with her and not with me.
I am doing this not because I don't like him nor love him. I am doing this because I do.
It is better this way.
Because if you love really someone, you should know when to hold on, and you should know when to let go.
WALK HER DOWN THE AISLE
by darlinreld © 2023
