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PLEASE READ!!!
this story is NOT over! it's just another conflict lol. i will not say if they get together or not but i felt so bad about some of your guys' responses that i just had to give you another chapter! hopefully this takes some of the sting off of the breakup:)
ALSO: this is the last pre written chapter i have so i'm sorry if the updates aren't as consistent. i think i made it a whole week of updates so i'll try and pre write a lot tonight (maybe) and see what happens. thanks for all the love🥰

i wake up in the morning and go on my laptop to see if there's any places available. there's a few but they're really expensive. i sigh and shut my laptop. i hear a knock on the door and it's ryan.
"hey, i made some breakfast, if you're interested." he says.
"aw thanks." i say getting up. i follow him upstairs and he's already plated eggs and a bagel for me.
"have you found anything yet?" he asks.
"nope." i reply.
"that sucks." he says.
"i honestly just want to take a break from music for a while and maybe move back to boston." i sigh. i rest my head in my hands.
"why do you say that?" he asks.
"i'm so exhausted. i just need to be home." i reply.
"do you have a place there?" he questions.
"i have a friend over there, she'd let me stay." i respond.
"do you need help booking a ticket?" he asks.
"nope, but i'm going to need help packing up from harrys house." i reply.
"oh boy." he laughs. i laugh at how pathetic i sound.
"i should text harry that i need to come by. i only took a duffel bag worth of stuff with me when we thought i was temporarily leaving." i say pulling out my phone.

y/n: hey can i stop by and pack my things? i don't know how long it will take. i need to buy boxes but i have some help with me.

harry: yep. i left with the boys this morning to washington state so you don't have to worry about me being there.

y/n: ok.

i set my phone back down.
"want to help me pack?" i ask. ryan smiles.
"sure." he replies. we both get ready and meet back in the kitchen an hour later.
"let's take both of our cars so we can bring more things back in one trip. i need to stop at home depot and grab some boxes and packing tape." i say.
"sounds good." he responds. we leave, get the boxes, and head over to harrys. i unlock the door and ryan follows me into harrys room. we construct the boxes and i pull out all my clothes from the drawers. i go into the bathroom and grab all my jewelry and other toiletries i left. i grab other miscellaneous items around the house that belong to me.
"this house is a maze." ryan says.
"i know. it's huge." i reply.
"you have everything?" he asks.
"i think so. we just need to take these last two boxes to the cars." i say.
"ok." he replies. we haul the boxes back into the car.
"you can head back to the house if you want. i'm going to do one more look through to make sure i didn't forget anything." i say.
ok." he responds. he starts his car and leaves. i walk back in and look around. i don't see anything else. i take a sticky note from the note pad sitting on the counter and write a smiley face on it and place the key that was on my keychain on it. i play with the necklace around my neck as i think of anything else i could have forgotten. i realize this necklace is the one he gave me when he asked me to be his girlfriend...before everything with blake happened. i've worn it this whole time and forgotten the meaning of it. i decide to take it off and put it next to the key. i leave the house and head to the post office to drop off the boxes in my car. when i get back to ryan's, i take the boxes in his car to the post office and drop those off too. when i return, i sit in the living room searching for a ticket to boston. everything's booked.
"hmm." i say.
"what's up?" ryan asks.
"i can't find anything." i reply.
"why don't you do a road trip?" he suggests. i perk up.
"that's a good idea. i won't have to ship my car back." i say.
"yea." he replies.
"ok i guess i'll book some hotel rooms." i respond. i book a hotel in denver and chicago. it's a lot of driving but i don't care. i have nothing better to do.
"what are you feeling for dinner?" he asks.
"i don't care, you can pick." i reply.
"ok." he says. an hour later, a pizza guy shows up and we eat pizza. we watch a movie and i go to bed, excited to finally go home.
my alarm goes off at 5am and i put on some athletic shorts on and a top and bring my bags upstairs. it's 6am and i knock on ryan's door.
"hey." i whisper. he opens his eyes and sits up so he can see me.
"hey." he replies.
"i'm leaving. thanks for everything." i say.
"of course. call me when you get to denver." he says.
"i will." i smile. i walk in and give him a hug. he hugs back. i give him a kiss on the cheek and he smiles. i leave his room and get into my car. i stop at starbucks and grab a coffee and snack and head to denver. i listen to a podcast and when that ends, i blast my favorite playlist and roll down the windows. i listen to some audio books and the 14 hour drive flies by. i check into the hotel and take a shower. i decide to call liam.
"hey y/n." he says after picking up on the first ring.
"hey liam." i reply.
"what up?" he asks.
"oh nothing, just wanted to say hi. i just got to denver." i say.
"denver?" he asks.
"yep. i'm moving back to boston but i didn't want to have to pay to ship my car to massachusetts." i reply.
"you're moving back to boston!" he exclaims.
"uh, yea. i didn't have anywhere to live and i just want to be home." i say.
"i'm sorry, y/n. that sucks." he replies.
"it's ok. i think it's what's best for me." i respond.
"ok, well i got to get back to the boys. we were playing ping pong." he says. i laugh a little.
"ok, i'll let you get back to it. tell niall, louis, and zayn i say hi." i say.
"niall, louis, zayn, y/n says hi!" i hear liam shout.
"y/n!" i hear niall scream. i hear some struggling.
"get off!" liam shouts. i then receive a facetime call from liam. i roll my eyes and pick up. niall has the phone up in his face.
"hi niall." i say.
"we all miss you!" niall says. i smile. he hands the phone to zayn and i see harry in the background with his head in his hands and louis next to him talking.
"hey zayn." i say.
"traveling isn't the same without you!" he says.
"i miss you guys so much!" i reply. liam takes the phone back.
"well, i hope you have a safe trip." liam says.
"thanks." i reply. louis comes running up to the phone to say hi and i laugh because of how energetic he is.
"bye guys!" i say before hanging up. i remember that ryan wanted me to call him but i don't really have the energy. i text him instead.

y/n: hey! i just got to the hotel.

ryan: glad you got there safely :)

i put my phone down and go to sleep.

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