Black And Green

One

E m i l y

I am staring at the ceiling laying on my bed. I hear laughs and noise downstairs but I don't have the power to join. Besides, I dont want to feel like I dont belong here. Like it happens everytime. A knock on my door interrupted my thoughts.

"Yello Ems. Your father wants to see you" George Weasly said behind the door and I rolled my eyes before going downstairs. Everyone was laughing on the table but when they saw me they all stopped what they were doing, focusing on me.

"Hello Emily. How are you? Why don't you join us?" my father asked me and I just stood akward there with everyone looking at me. With my side sight I caught Harry staring very focused.

"Okay, I guess" I breathed and took a sit next to my dad.

"So, Sirius have you told her?" mrs Molly asked and I glanced at my dad.

"Tell me what?" my dad looked at her with a strong look and then played it cool when he turned on me.

"Its nothing my dear. No worries" he kissed my forehead and I just sighed.

A life full of lies.

"Hermione can you help me serve the food please?" mrs Weasly asked and Hermione stood up.

"Can I help too?" I asked, almost whispering and Molly looked me in shock.

"Yes, darling. Follow me!" she smiled to me and I did what she said. At least lets have some communication between us.

"You are so skeptical Emily. Are you okay?" Hermione asked me while I was taking out some dishes.

"Yes, I am fine. Just tired. Can't wait to go to Hogwarts" I answered smiling and she made a cheering scream.

"Me too! I missed doing classes, the library and Luna, Neville, everyone there!" she said happily. I just nodded and headed to the dinning table serving the plates.

I don't know if anyone have missed me but I really want to leave from this house and go somewhere that I feel loved, and not unnecessary.

"Why don't you eat Emily?" George asked me from across the table. It was loud, so only I could hear him.

"I'm not hungry" I simply answered and I turned to see Ron next to him. The way he was devouring the food made me feel sick.

No one was paying attention to me so I just stood up and slipped in my bedroom.

I was lost in my books once again. I really love this world. My imaginary world where everything comes the way I want them. Different ends, different plots, not the same miserable life forever.

"Knock knock" I heard a known voice on the door.

"Hello George. Come join me" I said and my favorite redhead boy sat next to me on my bed.

"What are you reading?" he asked but I already closed the book.

"Just one I have read 200 times" I said and he laughed softly. George always listens and pays attention to me when I talk about the books I like. Is something I appreciate and like about him.

"So, are you ready for school? And ready for mine and Fred's pranks?" he asked raising his eyebrows and I couldn't stop myself from laughing. Its a fact that they do the best pranks and jokes in the school.

"I can't avoid that. It's part of the school year now" I laughed and he did too.

"Thank you for checking on me" I added being a little shy.

"No prob Ems. People don't understand how valuable you are" he said and I lost a heartbeat. My soul felt full from his words.

"Thanks Georgie. I appreciate it" I answered and he smiled at me.

"It's been late. I'm going to let you get some rest" he stood up and went to the door.

"Goodnight Emily"

"Goodnight George" he closed the door softly before he left, so I opened my books and started reading again.

[..]

"You have to tell her Sirius. Don't leave her in the dark" I heard Remus downstairs talking to my dad. It was currently 2 am.

"I can't Remus. Not now at least. Everything will go by the plan"

Plan? What plan?

I couldn't hear very well so I took a step forward.

"Did you hear that?" Lupin whispered.

"Who is there?!" my dad asked and I held my breath.

"Its just me, master" Kreacher the elf passed by me, talking slow and with his cold voice as always. He looked at me angrily before passing by. This elf is so inaccesible, but saved my ass multiple times.

"Kreacher, you have to be quiet. No one should wake up right now and hear what we are talking about" my dad said by preaching and the elf just kept walking into the kitchen not caring.

I felt a hand covering my mouth and I tried not to scream, but the person literally dragged me through the stairs to my room.

"You shouldn't eavesdrop Emily" Harry said to me after he closed the door.

"I am not going to ask you, Harry. What were YOU doing downstairs by the way?" I asked and he rubbed his eyes tired.

"If they wanted you to know something, you would. Don't make things harder" he avoided my question and I crossed my arms.

"Oh, so you think its better lying? Or keeping me in the dark? I thought I could at least rely on you!" I complained.

"It's really late. Have a good night" was the only thing he said before dissapearing. I took a book and threw it on the closed door, wishing it would hit him on the face.