The Unknown- Jasper Hale

21

I rush into the hospital, completely ignoring where we are and are not allowed to park. Completely ignore the receptionist and all the people are the hospital. My mind was set on getting into her room- the only person I had left in this worlds room.

I open the door to see an empty bed. 

"Where is she?" I yell. A doctor comes rushing in, "Where is she?" I repeat this time more quietly.

"I'm so sorry Miss Wood," The doctor bows his head, "Your mothers passed away," It was at that moment that any form of emotion I had pressed within for the last two months came out. All at once.

My knees felt weak as I fell to the ground, tears spilling out of my eyes. "No!" I whisper, I clasp my hands in a prayer position, as if turning to a god I have never believed in would help turn back time. "Please don't be true," I whisper to the doctor who was trying to comfort me. 

"Would you like to say your goodbyes?" The doctor asked somehow staying emotionally stable while saying all this. 

"Yes," I whisper, before following him to a side of the hospital which I had never been to before, and hope to never see again. I guess this is where the dead go.

Lying right in front of me was my beautiful mother, who had given her all to me until I was eighteen. The mother who single handedly brought me up through my teenage years, and the years in which I first became fatherless. Although now I am an orphan.  

"I love you to much Mama," I say, before giving her head knowing that I will never hear a reply from her again. I will never hear myself being referred to as 'honey' again. I will never have a constant person who wants to hear about my life again, and most of all I don't have a family anymore.

I squeeze her dead cold hand one more time, before leaving her. No longer being able to see the body of a woman I love so much, without her being alive. I leave the hospital as quickly as I can, trying to get out of the place I now call hell. Trying to think of what I can do now.

Quickly grabbing my phone out of my back pocket I ring Rosaline to which it goes to voicemail. I try and get the same result with Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, Alice and Edward before trying Jasper.

With no surprise that also goes to voicemail, creating me to get into an even bigger wreck of a mess. 

"Come back," is all I say into the voice message of the person on this planet that is left who I love. 

I rush back to the place me and mother used to call home. The place which now no longer feels like home. Instead it feels like a old house that I used to live in. 

With my tears still crying as the were from the start, I fall asleep at the bottom of the stairs. Collapsed with tiredness.