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"You know this wasn't my choice". Shawn tries to reassure you,his hand reaching up to brush against my cheekbone.
"I know, that doesn't mean that this is doesn't suck". I roll my eyes
Shawn had just informed me that for Senorita they had to do a press conference together and act like a couple without ever fully confirming the relationship.
"Please, don't get mad". He presses kisses to my cheek.
Shawn and I have dated for almost two years but have never came out to the public. Between the two of our jobs in the public eye,neither of our managers thought it was the right time. Shawn has always had the single boy persona to attract more fans,I've never questioned it. This is the first time they want him to be in a relationship. Unfortunately, not his real one
"What do you want me to do then?" I get up from the couch
"Not be mad at me". He runs a hand through his curls
"This isn't fair"
"I know" he reaches his hand out for me to rejoin him on the couch. He knows I would never be able to say no to his big brown eyes.
"We've been waiting so long to be be able to come out to the fans' and now this is just going to be pushed back even later. We'll never be able to just be free and be us".
"It'll only be for the summer. After that' we'll give it a little time, and then we can come out and I'll tell everyone how you're the woman I love".
I couldn't help but smile at his words
"We'll get through it, I promise" he pressed a reassuring kiss to my temple.
These past three months have to be the longest ones I've ever experienced. Time after time of Shawn cancelling because they have paparazzi sessions planned, or they need to get photographed making out on the beach. I never thought it would get to this point. I never thought Shawn would let it get so far.
It all became too much when Shawn told me he was performing with her at the VMA'S, an event that we would usually sit next to each other. An event that now he has to perform with her, sit with her, and most likely walk the red carpet with.
"Are you kidding me?" I groan.
"This should be the last time! Summer is almost over and after that we can just fade into the background then one of us will talk about the break up in an interview. we're almost there!" Shawn says obviously trying to be optimistic.
"That's so much time already! You know that they are going to drag this out and milk is as long as they can". I get up from from his dining room table. He had cooked supper for once, which i should've caught immediately as a sign he had bad news.
"This is it, this is the last time. After the VMA'S I don't have to see Camilla again. Just a little bit more time with her. It's just PR". Shawn follows me as I pick up my items around his house.
