So, all of you have probably heard that I was hit by car by now. I just realized that it was a fucking VAN that hit me. So yeah, with that aside I am having some terrifying nightmares and thoughts about it. So I'm using one of my coping strategies and putting it in a story. So this is gonna be very long. Just a quick disclaimer, if you are sensitive to graphic descriptions of blood, and thoughts about death, I recommend not to read this. Other than that. Enjoy! (I hope) (Plus, the video is the song I'm singing later in the story)
The day was October 12th, it was a normal Monday for me. My mom had told me to go get the mail. I had this gut feeling to not do it. But I didn't listen. I didn't feel like getting yelled at. So I put on my shoes and went outside. I walked down the driveway singing songs in the fall scenery, I had many trees in front of my house, so I loved to see all the red and orange colors.
Angel: My diamonds stay with you~ Never gonna hear my heart break~ Never gonna move in dark ways~ Baby you're so cruel~ My diamonds stay with youu~
I had walked across the street to my mail box and got the mail. I saw a motorcycle pass by, he waved so I waved back. I forgot to look the other way while I crossed the road, I look to my side and see a car almost near me. I scream before everything went black. I open my eyes to see myself in the middle of the road. "Wait...Did I fall asleep in the middle of the road?" I had first thought. I looked down at my hands to see red all over them. Then I remembered the car that had come near me! Then I realized I had been hit. I started to panic, in an instant I got up and ran as fast as I could. The lady that was driving the van had told me to stop running but I didn't listen. I had so many thoughts in my mind. I yelled as loud as my lungs could allow me.
Angel: MOM!! PLEASE HELP ME!!
I stood there covered in blood, crying. While standing there one of my teeth fell out. I knew this was the end of me. My mom came outside and ran over to me.
My mom: Oh my god baby, WHAT HAPPENED?!
Angel: I-I got hit b-by a car while g-getting the mail...
I felt like I was slowly dying...I didnt want to die! My mom sat me down on the porch steps. The lady pulled in our driveway, my mom was freaking out. I was saying I was gonna die. I could taste all the blood in my mouth. It was dripping all over me...I had so many thoughts on my mind...My main thought was, "Oh, god damn it! I-I wanted to grow up and have a family with Sheriff...Now...I'm gonna die here." My mom never knew about me and Sheriff being together, but I just let everything slip out of my mouth...
Angel: I-If I die let Sheriff know I-I love him!
My mom: Oh baby...
My mom was already on the phone with 9-1-1 the lady that hit me had a about 3 year old child and was pregnant. I felt bad for the poor child, she was probably traumatized, seeing a minor covered in blood. It looked like I was a victim of a horror movie. I had touched my mouth to see how much blood was there. I lifted my hand up to see a bunch of sticky dark red blood...I started screaming in panic...
Angel: I-Im losing too much blood! I'm gonna die here!
My mom: No, honey your not gonna die...
Angel: Yes I am!
I was wondering if I was gonna go to heaven or hell...I thought probably hell...With how much pain I was in, I dont think I'd mind burning in the pits of hell. My mom got off the phone with 9-1-1 and said the ambulance would be here in around 5 minutes. I had stopped crying at this point and wondering why death was taking so long. My mom then contacted my father. I didn't hear much of that conversation, I was mostly just thinking to myself...I had accepted that this was the last place I was ever gonna see. Then a few minutes pass by and the ambulance rushed into the driveway. "OH GREAT, THE LAST PLACE IM GONNA SEE IS THE FUCKING HOSPITAL." I thought. The police and the people from the hospital were here "Jesus Christ..." The aids were asking me questions of what happened and if anything hurt. Well, everything hurt right now. A few minutes later my dad rushed in the driveway. "I'm pretty sure he was speeding but ok. As long as he didn't get in trouble I dont care." As my dad ran over to me, I'm pretty sure he was relieved to see I was conscious.
My dad: Your gonna be ok.
Angel: Ha. No I'm not.
I coughed because of the smell of all the blood. Every time I opened my mouth I could smell blood. The aids put me on a stretcher and got me in the ambulance. I heard my mom ask if she could ride in the ambulance with me. They told her she could. The people told me what they were gonna do and I was ok with it. After they did what they said, the man told me he was gonna put an iv in. I. Dont. Like. Needles. I panicked. Of course I was shy and had a shaky voice.
Angel: Uhmm. I-I dont like needles.
Man: Oh, it's ok. All your gonna feel is a little poke.
There was also a lady in the ambulance with me.
Lady: You can hold my hand if that will help.
Angel: Uhh...Ok.
I had her hand and felt the painful poke on my wrist.
Both the man and the lady walked around trying to find stuff they needed. I accidentally thought out loud.
Angel: My boyfriend is gonna flip out...
Lady: What?? You have a boyfriend!?
Angel: "Shit" Yeah. (The quotation marks were me thinking.)
Lady: Ooh~ What's his name?
Angel: Sheriff.
Lady: Oh that's a nice name!
The lady and the man continued looking for the stuff they needed. After what felt like forever the man told me we were going to the hospital. I was wondering how I wasn't dead yet. Me and the man sat in silence. I was lost in my thoughts. "I just want my damn phone..."
I realized my mom wasnt anywhere to be seen in the ambulance with me.
Angel: Wheres my mom?
Man: Shes in the front with the driver. I cant allow her back here. I'm sorry.
Angel: No, it's ok, I just didn't know where she was.
I had this annoying thing on my neck. I felt like a dog with a cone on. It hurt. After what felt like 30 minutes I asked how long until we got to the hospital.
Angel: Sir? How much longer until we get to the hospital?
Man: Well, we've been driving for around 10 minutes, so I believe around about 5 more minutes.
Angel: Oh, alright.
I was thinking to myself. I wondered where in the world my dad was. After about 5 minutes the man told me we were at the hospital. "Hello death place, where I get murdered." I was scared of doctors, with all the sharp stuff it always felt like they were gonna murder me. They took me out of the ambulance. My mom looked at me with her hands over her mouth.
My mom: I'm so sorry baby...
Angel: Mom, it's not your fault...its mine.
I had thought it was my fault because I didn't look the other way. The doctors took me to the ER. They did a bunch of stuff to me witch felt illegal but I knew it was what they had to do. They took off all my clothes witch to me, made me feel like all the doctors were perverts. But I also knew it's what they had to do. They broke my favorite necklace that my mom gave me 2 years ago. I was kinda sad about that. (I still have the necklace, my dad just needs to fix it.) All the doctors were asking me questions and others were telling me to move this way and that way. It was really chaotic. After they were done with all that, there were only 3 doctors in the room. They were all females. They wanted to ask me questions and put some stuff in the files (Whatever the files were...) One of the doctors asked me what my name was.
Angel: My names Angel.
Doctor 2: *Gasp* My names Angel too!
Angel: It is?
Doctor 2: Yes! You know what let's start an Angel club. So far it's just me and you.
I laughed a bit. (The doctor that had the same name as me was my favorite doctor out of my 6 hour experience at the hospital. She was really nice.) I was really really tired. It was around 6:30 PM. My dad finally came in the room. He brought my whole backpack full of stuff.
My dad: I brought clean clothes, and something I know you want.
Angel: What?
My dad: Your phone.
Angel: Yesss. Gimme my phonee..
I hugged my phone like it was my newborn child. I mean I did get my phone just the day before. One of the doctors came in and told me they had to do a C.A.T. scan on me. When they said scan all I could think of was a MedBay scan. She said it would take 15-20 minutes. "Great, I can be lost in my thoughts again." They wheeled me over to the C.A.T. scan room. They moved me as little as possible. The doctor, named Angel, introduced me to the 2 people. One was named Maverick and the other was Adam. She said I could remember Maverick fron the spiky hair.
Maverick: Its always the spiky hair...
I giggled a little. Then they started the scan. After that was done I went back to my room. My mom handed me back my phone. I'm glad I had it on the charger before I got here. I asked my mom to sign me into my Messenger Kids account. (My friends dont have phones yet. So don't judge me...) She did so. I looked at my phone. 23 missed messages from Sheriff. "Called it. I knew he would flip out." I looked even more. 5 missed messages from Bro and 6 missed messages from Captain. I looked at Sheriffs messages first. Oh boy. He definitely flipped the fuck out.Sheriff: Hello?
OH MY GOD! YOU GOT HIT BY A CAR!?
Oh god oh god oh god!!
Please tell me you are ok!
Please, I love you, dont leave me...
😭😭😭😭
Pleaseee, respond! I dont want to lose you...
I wish I was by your side right now...
Please, tell me in some way you are ok...There was a lot more. I didn't want to keep him waiting. I wanted him to know I'm ok...
Angel: Sheriff, its me. I'm ok...Dont be scared. I'm here. I'm ok...
Sheriff: Oh thank you god. I thought I lost you. I've been crying for the past 3 hours.
Angel: No. Dont cry any longer. I'm here.
Sheriff: If I was with you right now I would be hugging you to death right now.
Angel: Lol.
Ok hang on, I need to use the bathroom. I might be gone for a bit.Sheriff: Oh alright.
I set my phone down and told my mom I had to use the bathroom. My mom got the nurse to come with us to make sure I was ok. They put me in a wheelchair to make sure I wasnt walking yet. I used the bathroom and stood up for the first time in 4 hours. I felt lightheaded and dizzy. My vision was going black. I was about to pass out.
Angel: I'm gonna pass out!
My mom: Sit down in the wheelchair and we will get you back to lying down.
I was semi-conscious. I sat down and slowly gained my breath and consciousness back. (Almost passing out was the weirdest feeling in the world...It felt like I was drunk.)
My mom: Are you ok?
Angel: Y-Yeah. I-Im fine...
I was kinda tired and wanted to go home. I got back to my room and texted Sheriff.Angel: Hey, I'm back.
Sheriff: What took you so long?
Angel: I almost passed out.
Sheriff: Oh...What did it feel like?
Angel: Weird.
Very weird...Sheriff: Oh wow.
Want to play Among Us?Angel: Yes.
:3
You always know what makes me feel better Sheriff.Sheriff: Lol. Ik.
The code is ZIDTCHAngel: Thanks babe.
Sheriff: W-what did you just call me?
Angel: Oh nothing~
We played Among Us for a while and then we got the news I was ok to go home. I was so relieved. I wanted to go home more than anything, well not more than Sheriff. *Ahem* I got in my dad's truck and went home. When we got home it was about 1AM. Sheriff had gone to bed about an hour ago. My mom didn't let me go in my room at all. My drawing stuff was up there...I wanted to draww...but my mom told me I had to sleep on the couch. She didn't want me walking yet since I almost passed out in the bathroom. I said fine. I shut off my alarm on my phone, set it on the charger and went to sleep.
So yeah, that's the whole story. My mom didn't let me go in my room for 3 days. I got the entire week off from school and yeah, everything in this story is 100% true. And just yesterday my mom told me I almost passed out because I had a minor concussion. I was never told that. My dad says I was, but I never remember. And the lady that hit me, you would think she would have gotten punished, but she never even got a ticket. She was "Let off the hook." I'm sorry, but you just hit a minor with a damn van. Anyway I'm gonna leave this here. So as always,
Stay Awesome Stay Sweet Stay Safe and I'll see yall later!
GOODBYE MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!
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