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Vladimir James Smith's Point Of View (P.O.V)

Five days later.

It had been five days since the meeting and eight days since we got the letter. The were a lot of ups and downs during this time. We went to the king of Atlantis to ask for help. Though my dad and papa were not sure if they will agree or not. They agreed but asked for something in return.

They asked that we do not hurt Zenith and give him to them. They also told us that we should be prepared for the war and that Mistress is going to come to the war. They will fight but we were not told on whose side they would be on.

They are a big person. Probably "7'9" (236,22 centimetres) and i knew that they had muscles from the times I had been with them. They were extremely masculine.

I was in my office working and I didn't like this. I don't go to school anymore cause I have duties. I wanted to just go and cuddle with Luther but I have to do this so we can have a future with safety. We all had been really busy these past few days and we didn't get to spend much time together.

I was soon finished with everything and I headed to my room that I share with Luther. I got dressed in comfortable clothes and went downstairs to see that Luther had already made dinner for us. I looked around the kitchen and saw the meat that was not cooked that much and knew that it was Luther's meal.

He likes to eat practically raw meat and it doesn't even bother anyone anymore. He had not noticed me yet. He was deep in thought. It probably is about finding out more about Muzerian.

I walked to him and wrapped my hands around his waist and placed my hand on his belly bump. It was barely there but it was there.

"Dont stress yourself. It is not good for the babies health and your health." I said while kissing his neck.

"I know. But I can't help but worry. I don't want to fight this war. I don't want to lose lives in this war." He said while wrapping his hands around mine.

"We have to fight this war for a future where there will be safety. For a better future. We will not be getting rid of all the enemies but we will be ridding the world of one enemy and making its future a little more easier." I said while turning him around in my arms and he rests his head on my shoulder.

"I am afraid and worried of losing you or the babies and it is the worst. We are just eighteen and we have so many people to protect, to look after and it terrifies me that I might not be able to hold up to their expectations and I might not be able to protect them. Our lives went from wanting to live freely to becoming kings and queens." He said while gripping onto my shirt. I pulled him as close as I could.

"Sometimes it worries me that we might not be able to juggle so many things. It scares me to think that I might not be a good parent. That I will not be able to give them the love I as a father should give them. That they will not get the attention they should." I say my voice starting to crack at the end.

"I want to be able to give them a life. I don't want to be a parent that doesn't spend time with his children. I feel like what if going into war while I am pregnant will not end up good. If something happens to them I will never forgive myself. I don't want to go to war. But I have to. So that everyone can be happy with their families." He says while crying and I notice that we have now sank down to the floor and I am now leaning on the cabinets. He is sitting on my lap while I am leaning on the cabinet.

"But what if in giving them a happy and easier life with their family, ends up destroying ours. I am worried that I am not a good enough mate for you. I have not been spending enough time with you. And I am thinking that even before our family has started it is breaking apart. These past few days it has not been a single night we have said I love you properly to each other." I say and his cries get even harder. He cries are heartbreaking. But we have to talk about this before we fall in to deep.

"I don't want us to drift away. We will try our best to make time for each other. No we will make time for each other. We will make sure our children get the love of parents like they are supposed to." He says while still crying while I can feel that I cried too. I rub my hands up and down his back.

"We will be able to juggle it all. We will make up plans for it to go smooth. Everything can't go smooth but we will try to make it go as smooth as we can. We are a team in this and we will always be a team." I say and he hugs me while still crying but he now has a small smile on his face.

"I may be the empress of lycans and fairies and the alpha of a pack and I might be the moon angel and you might be the leader of the council and the king of witches, wizards and warlocks but we will always be nothing and everything at the same time to each other. We will always return to our home and be in each others loving arms." He says and I kiss his neck lovingly.

"I love you Luther." I say while holding him close to me.

"I love you too Vladimir." He says and kisses my lips.

"I am hungry from all the crying I just did. So get up and let's go eat some delicious food." He said after pulling away from the kiss while panting.

"Yeah we should eat cause I am hungry too." I say and get up from the ground after he gets up.

"You go and set the table. I want to wash my face." He says and walks to the sink and starts washing his face while I get to work and set the table.

Soon he is sat next to me at the table and I feed him while we talk.

"We will try our best to be good leaders and parents." I say while feeding him.

"We will be able to do it." He says after he finished chewing.

After we were done we went up to the room and went to the bathroom. We were going to take a long and relaxing bath. We stripped of our clothing and stepped into the hot water that I had filled when we entered the bathroom.

I sat down and he sat down in the middle of my legs. His back pressed to my chest. I had my hand splayed out on his abdomen and he had his hand on top of mine. My mind was again drifting of to negative thoughts. They were all about me not being able to be a good father.

"Don't think like that. Think positively and positive things will happen. You would be a great dad I can see it and even feel it. And do not tell me I am wrong cause I am the one carrying the child. I am the one that is the bad parent. I am going into war for goodness sake." He said and I sighed. He tells me I am not a bad parent then goes on and says he is the bad parent.

"None of us is a bad parent. We are just doing this to give a better life to others and to our children. We will be the best parents." I say while turning him so he looks at my face. I make him look into my eyes so he can see the sincerity there.

"I know we will be good parents. I will be more positive from now on. And you will also be more positive from now on. We will try to see the positive outcome instead of how bad of a parent I am for going to war and you will see that being a king will not take away time from our family." He said and kissed my lips to show his honesty in now seeing positivity.

"I love you." He said with a beautiful smile on his face.

"I love you too." I said with my heart blooming.

Today we went to sleep with bravery and power to face all troubles. With love in our hearts and ready for what the world decides to throw at us.

You are never to young to become a ruler. And you should keep in mind that your life can change in seconds.

Think with positivity and positive things will happen.

~TO BE CONTINUED~

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