Together

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Luther Kendrick Knight's Point Of View (P.O.V)

Two days later.

"Are you serious appa?" I ask them not believing it. They just told me that as a wedding gift they are giving all us supernaturals our own universe. And that they have prepared everything for the shift.

"I am serious." They say while smiling and shifting Zachary in their arms.

"When will we be going there?" I ask them, excited.

"Tomorrow so I think you should go upstairs and pack everything up." They say and then i run up the stairs to my room and start packing everything up.

"I think we can use a little magic and it all will be packed. Don't you think?" I hear Vladimirs voice from behind me and I get startled. I turn around smiling.

"That is a very good idea Vladimir. So go ahead work your magic." I say and he does just that. I am surprised that the room didn't go haywire. But i am thankful it didn't.

"Good job Vlad." I say while wraping my hand around his neck.

Two years later.

"I think I am ready for a child." I hear Vladimirs voice and almost let go of Fern. But thankfully I don't let go of her cause she probably would have gotten hurt.

"You should be sure." I say putting Fern down and giving her hay.

I look around the new universe. It all is so peaceful. This universe calms me down. Though I still visit earth every year to go to my babies graves.

"I am sure." He says and I look at him seeing the sincerity in his eyes.

Four years later.

We have been trying for a baby for a long time but it didn't work. We even checked if something was wrong with us. But we found nothing.

I did get pregnant three times but it ended in a miscarriage. And because of that I fell into a hole of grief the third time it happened. I was not able to get out of that hole of grief for five months. But i am doing much better now.

And because I am not able to get pregnant we have been thinking about adopting or even surrogacy. But i just can't deal with having five miscarriages.

I was going to the graves right now. I sat near the graves. I looked at the grave I had made for the first miscarriage I had and because I didn't know how many babies I lost. I just made one bracelet for the baby and put it in the grave. The next three graves were of my second miscarriage. And the next two were of third miscarriage. The next one grave was for my fourth miscarriage. The next two were of my fifth miscarriages.

I have lost a total of nine babies. And had a total of five miscarriages. It hurts a lot to lose the children you have not even met. The fifth one lasted the longest. They both stayed alive in my womb for twenty-nine weeks and they had to get the babies out and we had to bury them. That was a year ago. I had done into an early labour and they lived just for a day. They had formed and everything but didn't have the proper abilities to live.

I had decided to bury all my babies next to the triplets. I was alone here and sometimes it seemed unfair that my friends and parents can have babies but me, I can't. It hurts a lot.

I let the tears flow. The tears that I hid behind smiles. But my fake happiness never got past Vladimir. I could hide the pain from the world but not from Vladimir. I knew it hurt him too.

I always came here with Koda and Fern. And no one else. I liked to be alone when I came here. I just wish I can have a child to call my own. My family just needed a baby. All I ask for is a child. A child to call my own. The child doesn't even have to be of my blood.