Diagnosis // Yoonmin ff

Chapter Forty - Six

"Jimin, why are you so stubborn?!" Jungkook yelled at his older friend, earning stares from people passing by.

"I can ask you the same! Stop forcing me to eat. How many times I must tell you that I am not hungry?" Jimin hissed at his friend before plopping down on the chair in the long dark hallway.

"You'll collapse eventually if you don't eat something. You think Yoongi would want to see you like this?"

"Just stop already! I can't. Okay?"

Jimin shoved Jungkook to a side and stood up although he just sat down after hours of staring at his husband through the window. The raven haired male walked down the hallway, searching for an exit.

Once he found himself outside the hospital, the short male found a secluded area to vent out his frustration. Tears welled up in his eyes again and soon he found himself crying for God knows what time in last two day.

Yes, it has been two days since the incident and Yoongi hadn't woke up yet. The doctor stated that it may take him a whole week before he gains his consciousness; or he may remain in coma until his last breath.

The boy punched the wall in anger; the feeling of uselessness eating him alive.

"Hurting yourself won't help you ease the pain or heal Yoongi." A voice spoke not far away from the boy, making him look in the direction it came from.

Seokjin walked over to the boy, stopping in front of the wall which now had traces of blood, left from earlier punch. Jin leaned on the wall as he took the smaller's hands in his, holding them tight.

"I know it hurts a lot. Mostly because that shit is eating him alive and all you can do is watch."

The younger listened to his hyung, mind occupied with tons of pictures from his husband; all of them being the worse case scenarios.

"But that is not a reason for you to harm yourself as well. Yoongi definitely wouldn't want you to be sad even if he wasn't by your side. You know he loves you more than he loves and values himself. If you hurt yourself, you hurt him as well. You are now one soul in two bodies; and be sure that all of the pain you're feeling now, he can feel it as well."

"But hyung..."

"No buts, Jimin. You need to stay strong for him. Nothing's over yet, the fight has just started." Jin smiled at the younger, a smile that barely had his lips curved, but it was enough for Jimin to know that he was doing his best to cheer him up.

"Yes, you are right. It's not over yet..."

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"What?!" Jimin's voice echoed thought the office, his small hand slamming against the table, making the doctor sitting behind it tremble slightly.

"Mr. Min, please calm down. This is not something I have control over. We tried everything we could, but there is nothing I can do."

"What do you mean you there's nothing you can do?! You're a doctor for fucks sake! Treat him, do a surgery, heal him somehow!!"

"It's not that easy, sir. The cancer took over more than 50% of his brain surface. The surgery would be to risky. In the state he is right now, all we can do is hope for him to wake up so he can spend his last moments with you."

Jimin run his fingers through his hair while sitting down on the clair again. The boy was already at the limit, and the news the doctor just told him made the boy go over edge. Everything around him was spinning, dizziness taking over his body.

"H-how... How much does he have left to live?" Jimin asked, the question feeling tremendously heavy on his lips. Never in his life could he imagine he would be asking this.

"If the cancer slows down in his development, it would be two months the most. But if it continues at this pace, I wouldn't give him more than a month."

"A month..." A voice in Jimin's head kept repeating the doctors words, each one coming back at him harder. It was too much for the boy to take in and accept, making it harder for him to stay sane.

Everything was spinning, the room was getting darker, the doctors words were being voiceless and eaten by the darkness that was surrounding them both; until at one point, everything went blank.