Diagnosis // Yoonmin ff

Chapter Forty - One

The brightness of the light entering the room made the sleeping boy squint his eyes in protest. The stinging sensation in his eyes was already hard to bear and the brightness was only making it worse.

Once he opened them, Jimin looked around the room. The unfamiliar surrounding making the boy panic. But not long after it hit him that he was still in the hospital room where he cried himself to sleep the night before.

While still laying on his left side, the boy stared at the IV infusion that was still connected to his hand. He traced the ring on his finger with his other hand.

The room was still empty meaning that Yoongi didn't come to visit him last night.

"Was this the end of us?" he whispered quietly to no one in particular.

Jimin didn't know anymore if he was still tried from training or from crying. Whichever it was, Jimin hoped it would go away soon enough. He was tired of being tired, of being pushed back and forth between happiness and pain.

It made the boy question himself if happiness was even meant for him. Every time he tried to grasp it, it slipped away leaving chaos behind.

A light knock echoed in the room followed by doctor entering the room. Jimin saw up on the bed as doctor greeted him.

"Good morning, Mr. Park."

"Morning, Dr. Kang."

"How are you feeling today?" The doctor asked his patient as he check his pulse and disconnected the IV.

"I'm a lot better, thank you. When can I leave?"

"As soon as someone arrives to pick you up. I've already taken care of the needed paperwork."

Jimin nodded his head at doctor. Mr. Kang picked up his things and left the patient to change his cloths and prepare to leave.

Jimin was grateful that he can leave soon. He was sick of the room he was in. It was too wide and empty to his liking. He felt like it was eating him alive.

He changed to his regular clothes and sat on the chair next to the bed, waiting for his friends to arrive. It was around nine when Jin and Hoseok arrived to pick up the younger.

"Yoongi didn't come with you?" Jimin asked his two friends as they entered the room. Hoseok and Jin exchanged confused looks.

"We thought he was with you..." Hoseok spoke up not knowing that his words pierced right though Jimin's heart.

The raven haired boy looked away from his friend, hiding his teary eyes from their stare.

"Jiminie, is everything alright?" Jin moved to hug the younger boy, feeling that something is strangely off.

"Yes, hyung. Everything's fine. Let's go now. I can't wait to get home. I miss your cooking a lot." Jimin rambled on while dashing through the door, leaving the two behind.

"Did you take your medicine with you?" Jin asked once we were seated in his car.

"Yes, I have it right here."

Jimin wasn't even sure why the doctor prescribed it to him. Nothing can heal a breaking heart.

The ride back home was extremely quiet. None of the three of them spoke. Jin was too busy staring at the road ahead of him while Hoseok was typing something on his phone. Unlike mentioned two, Jimin was staring out of the window trying his best to hold back tears.

Once Jin pulled up in front of his bar, Hoseok turned around to find Jimin on the verge of crying.

"Chim, are you sure you're alright? Did something happen between you and Suga?" Hoseok asked his friend.

"It's nothing..." Jimin shortly replied and got out of the car.

As soon as the three boys got inside the house, they were greeted by Yoongi who was waiting for them at the entrance.

"Where were you?" he asked while staring at his boyfriend.

"In ho-..." Jin was about to answer when Jimin cut him off immediately.

"In supermarket."

Everyone looked at Jimin, obviously surprised and confused by his lie.

"Then why do you have pills?"

"It's just some painkillers for my headache."

Yoongi nodded and stepped forward to place a kiss on Jimin's lips. The kiss was long, but Jimin wasn't enjoying in it. It felt weird and wrong... He could feel his heart hurting once again.

He quickly walked past Yoongi and rushed to their shared bedroom. While walking towards it, the rest of the boys looked at Jimin confusedly but he only signaled them to keep it a secret.

"Something is definitely wrong." Jimin heard Jin say as he was walking up the stairs.

Once he reached the bedroom, he shut the door behind himself with a loud bang. The boy was going insane with all the thoughts that were on his mind.

He run his fingers through his hair in frustration as he paced thought the room.

"C'mon Jimin! You're overreacting. You didn't even talk to him properly and yet you're thinking of the worst case scenarios." The voice in Jimin's head kept repeating.

The door to their bedroom opened and Suga walked in. Jimin looked at him with painful eyes before gathering the courage to speak.

"Suga, we need to talk." Yoongi looked at him surprised with the tone Jimin used and seriousness on his face.

They both took a seat on the bed before Jimin told the older boy what was bothering him.

"Who is that girl exactly?"

"I told you, Chim. She is my friend." Yoongi replied confusedly.

"How come I never met her before?"

"Because she only recently came back."

"And where were you last night?"

"I was at her place. Don't you believe me, Chim?"

"I do. It's just..."

"Just what?" Yoongi raised an eyebrow at Jimin who felt as he may cry any moment.

"During your nightmares, I heard you call her name."

Yoongi stared at Jimin with a shocked face. It felt like a world came to a stop for the two boys. Jimin was so close to losing his sanity, but luckily Yoongi composed himself and spoke up.

"Wait, did you really think I was cheating on you with her? Gosh Jimin, of course not! She is just a good friend of mine and nothing else." Yoongi hugged his boyfriend as Jimin buried his face in the nape of Yoongi's neck.

"She's even older than me..." Yoongi stated with a small chuckle.

Jimin moved away a little from his boyfriend to stare at his beautiful eyes. Those brown orbs stared back, but those were not the same eyes Jimin used to see before. They were full of insecurities and secrets. Jimin tried to ignore that and trust his boyfriend, but it was undeniable that there was something wrong.

"I would never hurt you, baby. Even if I do, please know that it was unconsciously and against my will."

"I hope so..."