Diagnosis // Yoonmin ff

Chapter Twenty-Five

"Wait, you don't know? You're not taking any drugs?" I said a smile crossed my face knowing that I was actually wrong about him.

I took his hands in mine and made him sit down on the bed on the opposite side of me. "Look Jungkook, I found out quite a lot of things and... Among these things, I was told that Jeon's family uses and sells off drugs together with the heads of the Mafia. And that the Jeon family who they spoke about is your family Jungkook."

Jungkook stared at the floor. His face still screaming of confusion.

"I can't believe it... But again, that explains everything!" he exclaims, standing up harshly, making me fall back a little.

"Jungkook..."

"Don't touch me!! I can't believe this..."

"Jungkook, I'm sorry. I didn't know that you were not aware of th-..."

"So you wouldn't even tell me about this?! You would have kept it a secret from me if you weren't thinking that I was the same as them!! This is fucking ridiculous. I am living under the same roof with drug addicts..."

"Keep it down. They'll hear you."

"They should hear me! I don't give a fuck about anything anymore! I just can't believe.." he yelled at the top of his lung as he sat down on the edge of the bed. "All this time, I was actually living in a lie..."

"Congrats Jimin. He just went through a huge shock just because of you. Great. You did well." I thought, yelling at myself in my head.

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I sighed as I watched him slowly falling asleep on the bed. After a whole hour, he was finally able to calm down. I take a look at my wristwatch and notice that it's already the time for me to go and visit Yoongi.

"Shit. I should be going over to Suga right now. Will you be okay if I leave you alone?"

He nodded his head, opening his eyes to look at me. I guess he should be fine considering his dad is not home right now.

"Everything will be fine. I promise." I say, patting his shoulder in a comforting way before leaving him all by himself.

As I was leaving his house, I took the opportunity to message Taehyung to come over and stay with him. After all, it's better to be safe than sorry and I don't know what he may do once his dad comes back home.

The walk till the hospital wasn't that long. Being lost in my thoughts made it seem like I got there in an instant even though a whole 20 minutes had passed.

Yoongi must be wondering where am I. I usually would be here way before this time. Shoving one of my hands into my pocket, I enter by using the other one to open the door.

"You're here." he welcomed me with a huge smile. "I thought you wouldn't come."

"I had some things to take care of. But now I'm here." I returned his smile.

"Come sit here," he said, moving a bit to the side to make some space for me on the bed next to him.

"Are you hurting anywhere?" I ask while sitting down, my small hands taking his big one between mine.

"No. I'm feeling fine."

"You see... I was thinking. How about you tell me about all the things you ever wished to do?"

He looked at me with one brow raised. "Okay. Hmm..." he seemed to be thinking quite deeply about it. "I don't know." and yet, his answer was so opposite of that. It made me chuckle a little.

"Did you ever think about the future and what would you like to do in it?" I tried to help him a bit with getting his thoughts sorted out.

"Yeah, I did. I want us to get married."

I was in total shock. At that moment, I felt all of the blood I ever had rushing up to my cheeks. I bet you could burn yourself if you just touched them.

I only nodded at that, as the cat already got my tongue. Yoongi continued with his little wishes." I want to adopt a dog. Even tho I don't like them much, but would seem cool to have one raised by you. Piano I already have... I was dreaming of forming a band or group or something like, but that won't be possible. I also wanted to become a professional producer and a rapper, but seems like that will be just another dream that got wasted. "

He then kept quiet for quite a long time, his gaze not once leaving the ceiling above us.

"But most of all, I wanted to be healthy again. For all those nightmares to stop. For my hair to grow back again. To spend my whole life with you by my side. To wake up every morning with your face being the first thing I would see. To fall asleep every night with you being the last person I see and hear. To hold your hand when you are scared and happy... I guess that would be what I really wish for."

"Then I promise you to do my best to make all of these wishes come true."

"Jimin... You do know you can't go against destiny, right?"

"I know. But still, I'll do my best." I vowed, smiling brightly and pecking his lips softly.

"You have no idea how much I actually love you," he said, giving me a sad and forced smile.

"The same way as you don't know how much love my heart carries for you."

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