𝕀𝕕𝕗𝕔 (𝕁𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪)

nearing september

((different title? that cant be good.))

"everything's gonna be fine johnny! tell you what, have as long as you need off! they wont find you okay?"
"okay, okay, im calmer," I sighed. There's no way they can find me if they dont know who i am. Too bad the bleach was off. "tell you what, to get your mind off of it, i know a bar and have fake i.d's! no way theyll find you there!!" I nodded, yeah, no way they can find me! everything was going to be fine. "now get ready we leave at 5 pm!" 

Dally.

"no, darry told us that we only came for johnny, not to get drunk! Besides who's gonna stay with Pony?"
"Pony is comin with us, come ooooooooooooooooon dal. We- sorry you need a break. look this is gonna calm you down okay? and the calmer you are the faster we find johnny!" Two bit tried to reason. I didnt want to go to a stupid bar unless it was with Johnny. I didnt wanna do anything without Johnny. "youre wrong in so many ways. But Two-bit is right. Johnny wouldnt want to see you worked up like this. you sound like darry." Ponyboy said, 
"wh- Youre agreeing with him?" They both nodded and i sighed, "fine. but two hours only,"
"cool! we leave at 6!"

third pov

it was six pm and johnny was having a great time. he wasnt planning on drinking, he never liked it. but he didnt want to explain to carly why. he thought if he was going to leave Oklahoma he was going to leave everything behind too. and once one cup went down so did five more. and brownies. that had lea- oh shit he ate weed-

Johnny was laughing for no reason and went to go get more to drink, he lost carly a while back but she called me and said she was fine. he bumped into someone, spilling a bit over himself "oh shit sor- dally?" 
"johnny?" he almost forgot about that, he almost forgot he had left a state to start a new life because of him. "Whatre you doing here? finding another one night stand?" he asked, laughing, he found it funny. of course he was. what else was he doing here. "no, i came here for you"
laughing again, he began to walk away but his wrist was grabbed "hey!- let me go!-" he snatched his wrist back and began to walk outside 

"Johnny!" Johnny turned around, "What?! What could you possibly want!" He shouted, the rain was pouring causing Johnny's hair to become heavy with the clouds tears, "Johnny this isn't you, this isn't the Johnny I grew up with. Johnny," Dally stopped. "Johnny this isn't the Johnny I fell in love with!"

"You really wanna know the truth, Johnny?" He asked coldly. Johnny nodded, "Of course I want to." He said, trying not to snap at him. "I don't fucking care," Dally responded, coldly, as he got into his truck driving away leaving a sad, heartbroken, and lonely teenager in the rain.

As the younger of the two remembered that night, he bit his bottom lip harshly, "Well guess what?"

"I dont fuckin care" he spat, pushing past him.