Bestfriends {Zaylena} #Wattys2016

*Chapter 44*

Selena's POV

I'm getting ready for my date with Zayn, and to be exactly honest I'm just super excited but also fearful that someone might ruin it. I put on my blue dress, with sliver pumps, and my blue and sliver bracelet. I curl up my hair like in my bang bang bang single cover and I put on light makeup. Now that I'm completely dressed up and 15 minutes early I just have to wait.

"Wow, you look absolute fab" I heard Demi say from behind.

I chuckle. "Thanks Demz,"

"Zayn will have no problem taking you tonight" she joked.

I laugh. "No, it won't happen because were taking things slow" I say.

She smirked. "Sure, because slow is always fun."

"No, but it's romantic, you and Liam took it slow and now your expecting a child and getting married."

"Yeah, because me and Liam didn't have complications to ruin us" she said bluntly.

"Yeah but that's because Zayn ended badly and so did I" I twirl my curls.

"And now your started over so that's a good thing" she smiled.

"Yeah as much as I want to be Mrs. Malik I'll wait" I blush.

"Right, so what will happen to Perrie?" She asked.

"I don't know and I don't care" I shrug.

"Okay, and Zayn's child? Do you care about him/her?" She ask.

Great just great way to help me forget about the biggest problem in the world Demi. "I don't know" I sigh sadly. I haven't even thought about Perrie so bringing her up wasn't my agenda for today, and the thought of Zayn's first child not being with me, hurts me.

I let out a sigh. "Selly I think y-" she was cut off by the doorbell ringing. Great now I'm sad and I'm supposed to be on the best first date ever.

"That's him" I walk out my room and head downstairs to see Liam already at the door talking to Zayn, when I approach the door I see him smile wide which makes me smile.

"You look amazing" he says, as I realized he hold a bouquet of pink roses. And Liam walks away leaving us alone.

"Are these for me?" I question.

He blushes. "Do you like them?"

"They're lovely" I say taking them from him and hand them to Demi who was conveniently standing right behind us. Creep.

"Demi take care of my flowers I'll see you later" I said grabbing my purse, which had my phone and wallet just in case he's low on cash, which isn't possible as we walked out to his car.

"You know I complimented you and you ignored it" he laughs shaking his head.

"I'm sorry, thanks, you look amazing too" I say as I got into his car and he drove off to god knows where. The entire car ride he didn't let go of my hand I thought it was sweet, but at the back of my head was the conversation me and Demi had. If Perrie gives birth to that baby Zayn would have to dedicate his life for his child, but I'll feel weird, as the child gets older he'll questioned everything for example; "dad who's this lady that's not my mom?" Or "why aren't you and mommy together? Do you not love her?" Ugh! This isn't fair! Why do I have to be a step mom? I guess Zayn felt my uneasiness because he squeezed my hand for reinsurance that everything is going to be okay.

Right I'm stressing over nothing, it's not like Zayn wanted kids with her anyways...Right? Of course I'm right if he did he would've been with her and not me, so I'm good.