Grow Up Annabeth, Bulimia Is So 87'

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Hii! Also @TheatreGeek1011 my roblox user is stxrry_nitess . Bear with me, this chapter is kind of personal to me. @heathers-trash98 bro I am so sorry if I triggered you. I didn't think to put warnings, and I will do that in the future. Thank you for telling me so nicely. I'm sorry if you have had to deal with eating disorders in the past, because believe me, I feel you. Now, into the chapter!

Warnings: bulimia

Annabeth's Pov

I ran into kitchen before I headed into the bathroom. I grabbed some chips, and left over cake. I ran into the bathroom, and locked the door. I slid my back down the door.

I was an emotional wreck. I was sobbing, while stuffing chips and cake down my throat. I just wanted to be like the cast. They were all so amazing, and had perfect bodies. I took out my phone, and looked at pictures of them. This just made me sob more.

I kept eating, until the three family sized bags of chips were gone, and so was the birthday cake. I pulled out my phone again, ready to play more games, when I suddenly had the urge to vomit.

I leaned over the toilet bowl, and puked my entire stomach out. Everything I had just ate was now in the the toilet. I felt hungry and nauseous. I just keep puking until I got tired. I wiped my mouth with a tissue, and sniffled. What was going on?

The weirdest part was, I felt the urge to do it again.  What if I could lose weight? What if I ate, and simply threw it up again, so I didn't gain anything? I nodded at the idea. Eat, and not gain weight.

I stood up, and grabbed my phone. I wiped some tears from my eyes, and unlocked the door. I quickly threw away the empty chip bags, and the empty cake box. I ran into my room, and clenched my Heathers jacket. I sniffled and wiped my eyes occasionally.

Then I shivered. What would Barrett, and the rest of the cast think? I didn't want to disappoint them again. I shook the thought off, and went to my room, still sobbing.

Next week. (She isn't in school, because she is still healing.)

It was early in the morning, about 5:28. I pulled out my new laptop to watch a Heathers bootleg. Before I started the musical, I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself a box of brownies, along with popcorn.

I wrapped myself up in my blanket, and watched the bootleg. I had already eaten half the bowl of popcorn, and 5 out of 7 of the brownies. I didn't realize I was silently sobbing, until over half the musical. I watched them perform Blue, which really creeped me out. It reminded me of my science teacher.

I just painfully watched them perform, feeling terrible for Barrett, even though she was playing a character. It felt so weird to watch her get harassed like that. I shook off the thought.

Right has Our Love Is God was about to play, I felt the urge to vomit again. I ran to the bathroom, and lifted the toilet seat. I felt the vomit rise, and it eventually fell out of my mouth. It was disgusting, and I felt terrible, but I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop. This was lasting longer than last time.

I was just about to stand up, when I heard the door open.

I silently cursed in my head, because standing behind me was Barrett, who had a shocked expression on her face. She was watching me vomit.

"Ohmygod, baby are you okay?" She ran to my side.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I stood up and wiped my mouth.

"We need to go to the doctor. You don't normally just puke like that." She grabbed my hand, and dragged me down the hallway. I watched her put her shoes on, and I was silently cursing in my head. What if she found out I was doing this?

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