Hii! Also @TheatreGeek1011 my roblox user is stxrry_nitess . Bear with me, this chapter is kind of personal to me. @heathers-trash98 bro I am so sorry if I triggered you. I didn't think to put warnings, and I will do that in the future. Thank you for telling me so nicely. I'm sorry if you have had to deal with eating disorders in the past, because believe me, I feel you. Now, into the chapter!
Warnings: bulimia
Annabeth's Pov
I ran into kitchen before I headed into the bathroom. I grabbed some chips, and left over cake. I ran into the bathroom, and locked the door. I slid my back down the door.
I was an emotional wreck. I was sobbing, while stuffing chips and cake down my throat. I just wanted to be like the cast. They were all so amazing, and had perfect bodies. I took out my phone, and looked at pictures of them. This just made me sob more.
I kept eating, until the three family sized bags of chips were gone, and so was the birthday cake. I pulled out my phone again, ready to play more games, when I suddenly had the urge to vomit.
I leaned over the toilet bowl, and puked my entire stomach out. Everything I had just ate was now in the the toilet. I felt hungry and nauseous. I just keep puking until I got tired. I wiped my mouth with a tissue, and sniffled. What was going on?
The weirdest part was, I felt the urge to do it again. What if I could lose weight? What if I ate, and simply threw it up again, so I didn't gain anything? I nodded at the idea. Eat, and not gain weight.
I stood up, and grabbed my phone. I wiped some tears from my eyes, and unlocked the door. I quickly threw away the empty chip bags, and the empty cake box. I ran into my room, and clenched my Heathers jacket. I sniffled and wiped my eyes occasionally.
Then I shivered. What would Barrett, and the rest of the cast think? I didn't want to disappoint them again. I shook the thought off, and went to my room, still sobbing.
Next week. (She isn't in school, because she is still healing.)
It was early in the morning, about 5:28. I pulled out my new laptop to watch a Heathers bootleg. Before I started the musical, I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself a box of brownies, along with popcorn.
I wrapped myself up in my blanket, and watched the bootleg. I had already eaten half the bowl of popcorn, and 5 out of 7 of the brownies. I didn't realize I was silently sobbing, until over half the musical. I watched them perform Blue, which really creeped me out. It reminded me of my science teacher.
I just painfully watched them perform, feeling terrible for Barrett, even though she was playing a character. It felt so weird to watch her get harassed like that. I shook off the thought.
Right has Our Love Is God was about to play, I felt the urge to vomit again. I ran to the bathroom, and lifted the toilet seat. I felt the vomit rise, and it eventually fell out of my mouth. It was disgusting, and I felt terrible, but I couldn't stop. I didn't want to stop. This was lasting longer than last time.
I was just about to stand up, when I heard the door open.
I silently cursed in my head, because standing behind me was Barrett, who had a shocked expression on her face. She was watching me vomit.
"Ohmygod, baby are you okay?" She ran to my side.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I stood up and wiped my mouth.
"We need to go to the doctor. You don't normally just puke like that." She grabbed my hand, and dragged me down the hallway. I watched her put her shoes on, and I was silently cursing in my head. What if she found out I was doing this?
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Adopted by Heathers Cast
Fanfic12 year old Annabeth Lynn finds herself in a sticky situation. Her mother had just passed, and her father's only way to cope is through drinks, leaving him drunk most of the time. She has been abused for months, until she meets a certain few people...