Annabeth Whatcha' Waitin For?

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I'm looking back on the chapter where (cough spoiler alert if you haven't read it) Barrett wakes up, and it sounds slightly cringe. Also, in  the story, the cast are doing shows while all of this stuff happens.

Please send help, my cats fat butt is in my face while writing this.

Warnings: Barrett abuse, gayness :)

Annabeth's Pov

Today was my first day back to school since I tried to kill myself. I was getting really nervous, but thankfully Barrett was there to calm me down.

"Shh..calm down. Your science teacher won't be there." Barrett said, while rubbing my back in circles.

"I can't do this!" I yelled. I ran back to my room and slammed the door. TuRN AwAy AmD slAm tHe DooR~

I cried into my pillow and was rocking back and forth. I heard Barrett's footsteps coming down the hall. She opened the door and sighed.

"Hey, I know your scared. I've been there." Barrett said, quoting Heathers. I knew it was an attempt to cheer me up, but I wasn't amused. When Barrett noticed her methods weren't working, she came and sat down with me.

"I know this is hard for you. I understand you're scared." Barrett told me, folding her hands on top of her lap.

I don't know why, but I felt  anger raise inside of me. What did Barrett know about being scared to go to school because someone there hurt you, mentally and physically?

"Really? What do you know about that? You are the last person who could relate to me. Yeah, you have gotten raped before, but you were unconscious. I had to live through it! So don't try and tell me 'You understand', because me and you both know you don't. Go away, and don't come back!" I snapped.

Barrett pursed her lips and looked down to the floor. Instead of saying something against what I had to say, she just nodded.

"Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't know he actually raped you. I thought he just touched you." Barrett told me.

"Don't call me that anymore. I hate you and your stupid perfect self. Don't talk to me ever again." I snapped once more. Why was I doing this? Why was I getting mad at her?

Barrett just nodded sadly, and walked out of the room. I sighed and started sobbing into my pillow.

Minutes later, Barrett walked back in.

"Even if you hate me, you still have to go to school. I don't want to anger you anymore, so Alice is gonna take you." Barrett explained. Her eyes were full of pure sadness, but you couldn't have guessed she was upset if you looked at any of her other features.

There was a knock at the door, and Barrett went to open it. I dug my face into my pillow, not wanting to go. I didn't understand my feelings. Why was I mad at Barrett? She didn't do anything wrong. Why was I so stressed? My science teacher was in prison, there was no way he could come and hurt me now.

I slung my backpack over my shoulders, and lazily walked to the door.

"Love you." I heard Barrett mumble. She was looking down at the ground, biting her lip.

I ignored her, and walked out with Alice. What was going on with me?

Alice awkwardly took me to her car, and we got inside. Barrett's solo, Fight For Me was on, and I groaned.

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