Chapter 29 How to stay Away

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Hiya! New update so soon? I'm super excited for these next chapters! Enjoy!! -Kris

2 WEEKS LATER

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Y/N POV:

     I was running, but it felt like I couldn't go fast enough, it was like there was a rope around my waist stopping me from progressing any further, but No matter how hard I tried, I hardly moved. Around me there was an endless dark desert, with an icy wind that pierced my face.  With squinted eyes, I tried to brace the snow wrapped paths that enveloped my converse sinking me deeper into the snow.  A shadowy figure was looming in the distance behind me.  A black fog around the creature was that made him seem four times as big.  I had never seen anything like it before, but something in my mind kept urging me to go. Run Y/n. You can't stop pushing forward.  The shadowy figure inched closer and closer.  I glanced behind me to see a large cloaked figure that had no face hover over head.  Tears started streaming down my cheeks, as I clawed to get away. Darkness was falling each second and the snow fell harder rising up to my ankles "Please! help me!" I croaked, but no sound came out. "Stop! No!" I tried again, but nothing more than a a whisper slipped out.  My eyes shut bracing for impact. /This is the end isn't it?/ I've finally reached my limit. Figures, I knew it was coming eventually.  There's so many things I want to do, things I still need to say, what if they'll never know.  "I'm sorry, I couldn't do more" I let out a last breath before the dark clouded me shaking my entire body.

     "Y/N! Hey!" A familiar voice called. "Wake up!" I knew that voice from anywhere, "you're scaring me! Please, stop" Her voice was muffled, and clearly in pain.  Suddenly the shaking stopped, as sobs echoed around me. 

     "Y/n please! Wake up!" A new voice flooded my ears.

     "Y/n!"  A few other voices called filling the desert tundra.

    My eyes shot open, and I leaned up out of bed.  Without thinking, my head rushed over and I puked on a floral blanket that was draped over the lower half of my body. Panting heavily, I anxiously looked around the room for the shawdowy figure from before.  But there was nothing.  I had on a loose T-shirt with a cactus on it that I recognized as my sisters.  Except now it was dripping.  The snow on my converse became replaced with snowman fuzzy Christmas socks.  While my hair was crazy knotted and felt more greasy than I've ever experienced.  Gross Y/n  Coughing, I tried to reposition myself to become familiar with my surroundings.  The blue walls and Cubs baseball posters that belonged to my sister covered the walls.  How did I get here?

     "You're finally awake!" Jess shouted. "We were so worried!" Her face was struck with relief and her arms went to open for a hug, but quickly recoiled when looking at the puke stained cactus shirt.

     "Wha- What do you mean? What happened? How long was I out?" My eyes were glued to my hands infront of me after seeing how many people just witnessed me puke.  The room was filled with nine different heads, eight of which all wore worried across their face.  All except the tall, beautiful Tiffany who stood in the back.

     "Let me grab you a change of clothes" Marie rushed out towards her own bed room.

     "Oh, sweetheart are you okay? It looks like you got hit by a garbage truck?" Tiffany condescendingly added in a sweet innocent tone. "I can't believe someone like you is this pretty looking like this."

     Just the person I wanted to wake up to. Jin spoke next, "We were all in the kitchen and heard you screaming in your sleep. Really scared us, but its really great to see you up."  His smile sent instant warmth to me and I was comforted by the fact they were still checking up on me.  There were get well soon balloons that were now deflated and the garbage can was filled to the brim with wrappers of my favorite fast food places.  

     "You know you've been asleep for 2 weeks now.  The doctor came to visit three times but every time he said all we could do was just wait for you to wake up." Suga added.

     "And you weren't here to eat the Panda express or cheese cake we brought you so we had to eat it..." JHope joked causing a smile spread across my face.

     I felt warmed by my friends, but something was missing.  My eyes counted and recounted, but jungkook wasn't among them.  Tryning to hide my selfish disappointment, I stood to grab the change of clothes that my sister had returned with.  He can't cater to your every will Y/n.  It's not fair to expect him to be here the moment you wake up from a sleep he has no idea you will awake from.

     I quickly showered and went back to meet up with the crowd which now moved to the living room  I sat down next to V, but my eyes couldn't help but search for Jungkook.  Should I ask?  "Y/n we're playing Disney Scene it! I call dibs on having you on our team!" He cheered before practically reading my mind.  His body directed the conversation directly to me, as to not involve the entire room in the conversation.  Besides they were caught up in the game, "Oh, Jungkook has been dealing with some family stuff recently, so we haven't heard much from him lately. I'm sure he'll be estatic to hear about you waking up though! He was so worried, I swear its like he wouldm't go to bed that first week. Aha" He joked.

     You should be more grateful Y/n, come on. I let out a sigh of relief and smiled before responding,  "Ah! Thats alright! I hope he's doing alright." Rising to my feet I added, "Hey, cover for me I'm gonna check my phone and email my professors about my assignments." V nodded with a thumbs up and I headed back to the room where I woke up.  I didn't bother turning on the light, and went straight for the cord peaking behind the bed.  My phone was neatly placed into someone else's charger and it read 100 perecent charged.  My fingers held down the power button, so I could scroll through my influx of unread messages, but my heart stopped at the first one I read.

            [2 UNREAD MESSAGES 1 WEEK AGO FROM KOOKIE^.^]

            Hey, Y/n. I'm going to be honest with you because I don't know how long it will be until you read this, but I wanted to tell you how I felt.  I apologize if I ever led you on, but I have never felt anything for you since the day I met you.  I wanted to be nice to you because you're related to some of Jimin's friends, but I personally can't stand the sight of you.  The way you recklessly act with your special ability makes me sick, and I don't want you to think that we could ever have some sort of relationship with the type of person that you are.  The thought of you disgusts me, and I don't want you associating with me in the future.

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          Also, if you don't delete this message or start telling people I told you this, I will deny it and not hesitate to expose your secret.  Sorry, but I could never love someone like you.

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     Tears dripped down my cracked phone screen, as I felt my knees sink to the floor.  Sobs slowly starting seeping out as I went to lock myself inside the dark unlit guest room.  Through cloudy vision my fingers messily typed to Marie and Jess that I was 'really tired, and would call it a night' but with shaky hands, I buried my head against my knees instead. How could I not see it? Am I blind?  Did he really just pretend to keep his friend happy?  Each read and reread my heart still couldn't fathom how this could happen.  "I thought-" Didn't we HAVE something? Did our time together really mean nothing to him?  I couldn't keep it in, and curled on top of my unmade disgusting guest bed that I had stayed in.   More and more my pillow became soaked as my mind kept playing back the message in my mind.           I could never love someone like you.      


Intense chapter team! D: Plot is thickening !!!!!





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