Is This Heartbreak?

Lies

~2 Months Later~
Hoseok's POV
It's now March, I'm only about 2 months in the pregnancy but, it's kinda horrible. Every once in awhile I'll have to throw up and sometimes just go home. I don't really have that much of a baby bump, so no one really knows about it, except for my friends. I had my monthly doctors appointment today later after school and I allow Namjoon to go with me for the ultrasounds.

I was waiting for Namjoon to get me for the appointment but I got a call from him. "What?" "Hey I can't come get you, I had something come up last second. Do you think maybe a friend can take you for today?" I sighed. "Okay yeah that's fine." I ended the call and luckily Kai just walked out so I walked up to him. "Kai! Do you think you can take me to the doctors for my appointment? Namjoon said something came up last second." He nodded. "Yeah that's fine! Let's go!" We both walked to his car and got in. He started driving to the doctors office and I decided to look at my phone. "So how has your pregnancy been?" "It's been rocky, I'm dealing with some mood swings, making sure I follow what the doctor says I have to do." "Namjoon isn't pressuring you to give him a second chance right?" He looked at me and I sighed. "He really wants me to...but I don't want to. He never understands."

Kai parked the car in the front and I went inside with him. "Hello, what are you here for today?" The lady looked up at me. "I'm here for an appointment." I heard her typing on the keyboard. "Okay, your name?" "It's Jung Hoseok." She smiled a bit. "Okay, the doctor will call you in a bit." I nodded and sat down with Kai and sighed. "What's wrong?" He looked at me. "I'm scared, scared i might not be a good parent taking care of the baby." I looked down. "Hoseok everything will be okay, you're gonna be a great parent." Kai looked at me and smiled a bit. "Besides, Millie, Jiho and I are here to help!" I looked up and smiled. "Thanks Kai."

I heard the door open and saw the doctor standing there. "Hoseok?" I got up and walked to the doctor, Kai following behind me. "So how have you been since the last appointment?" "I've been doing pretty good." We got into a room and Kai sat down in a chair while I got up onto the seat. "No problems have been going on right?" "No." He started to type something into the computer. "Okay, if you can lift your shirt up a bit and we'll start the ultrasound." I nodded and lifted my shirt up so my stomach can be visible. He put some cold gel on my stomach and started to look around my stomach. "There's the baby." He pointed to the small thing in my stomach. "The baby seems to be fine. Your next appointment will be next month on the 10th." I nodded and cleaned the gel off my stomach and left with Kai. "Hey do you wanna go get something to eat?" "Sure let's go eat!"

~After Eating~

Kai dropped me off and I was sitting on the couch. I was watching TV when I got a phone call from Namjoon. I answered the call. "Hello?" "I need to talk to you about something. It's about the baby." I was a little confused. "What about the baby?" "I don't think I'll be able to go to the appointments anymore, or...be in the baby's life." "What!? Why?" "Some things came up and I have to go fix them." I was shocked. I want the baby to have their dad in their life, not only have just their mom. "But you said you would go to them, you even promised!" I teared up a bit. "I'm sorry Hoseok, I really am but you have to understand-" "understand what Namjoon!? That you just randomly call to say you don't want to be there just because 'things' came up!? That is bullshit!" He was quiet. "Fine then don't be in the baby's life then, but you better not come back later on to try to come back!!" I hung up on the phone call and started crying.

I had started to yell a bit and throw something at the wall. Why would he want to do this now? I didn't know what I was throwing but I was grabbing whatever and throwing it at the wall.

Kai's POV

I was laying down on the couch when I got a phone call from Lisa. I was a little confused and answered it. "Hello?" "Kai!! You gotta come over right now! I-I don't know what's going on with Hoseok but-" I stood up quickly and got my shoes on. "Woah okay Lisa calm down!" I started walking to the car and got in. "He's just crying and throwing things around! I'm scared he might hurt himself!" "Okay I'm on my way!" I hung up and drove fast to the house, parked the car, got out and ran inside. I quickly ran to Hoseok and grabbed whatever was in his hand and quickly pulled him into a hug. "Hey it's okay Hoseok!" He kept crying and tries getting away. "Shh, it's okay Hoseok..." I started to rub his back as he stopped trying to get away and just cried on my shoulder. "It's okay..."