The Art of Moving On ♡ Yoongi ff

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I had a hard time focusing on teaching, Amelia sat in her usual spot in my class and I tried my hardest to avoid looking in her direction for fear of embarrassing myself or blushing. 

My anxiety and adrenaline had my body pulsating. 

"Did you see her final piece?" Tae asked as he entered the teacher's lounge
"No, she told me you gave her an A though" 

He sat down across from me
"It's deep" he shook his head "like..really deep" 

"It's probably about Jason" 

"I think it's about someone else too though" 

"What makes you say that?" 

"There's two people..it's hard to explain because they're not..like people.." 

"Okay" I raised my eyebrow 

"I'll show it to you..or ask her to show it to you" 

"Can I tell you something? Stays between us though?"
He nodded as he ate his lunch

"We kissed"
"What!" He spit food out of his mouth "holy shit!"

"I know, I know! Shhh keep it down. It just..happened" 

"Dude that's awesome! I knew she would be the one to bring you back" he smiled "you two were spending way too much time together" he smiled and shook his head "I don't want to bring you down or anything..but..the way you look when you're around her mirrors the way you were around Em" 

"What do you mean?"

"Relaxed" he smiled "like..carefree, not broken, there's like a new aura around you that's comforting"  

"I feel so at peace with you"
"Me too" she smiled as we laid together on the couch of our run down apartment 
"Do you think we'll always feel this way?"
"I like to think so" she nodded "I can't imagine not being with you..or not feeling the way you make me feel" 
"Me either" I chuckled as I ran my fingers through her long hair 

"Alright guys, I'll see you all on Monday, enjoy your weekend" I smiled as my last class for the day left. 
I walked down to the empty music room and sat at the piano tracing my fingers over the keys 

"Thank you all for coming, for your kind words, for your love, and support. Emily and I love and appreciate all of you. I like to think she feels better now, it was a long and hard journey, but she tried her hardest and I know if she were here right now she'd smack me for crying" 

I found her laid up and in a lot of pain
Her eyes met mine and then I understood
That her weather forecast wasn't looking too good
So I sat and spun her stories for a little while
Tried to raise her mood and tried to raise a smile
But she silenced all my rambling with a shake of her head
Drew me close and listen this is what she said 
now you'll live to dance another day
It's just now you'll have to dance for the two of us
So stop looking so damn depressed
And sing with all your heart that the Queen is dead

I sang with all of my heart as my fingers danced along the keys 

"The love and warmth that she radiated and passed along to everyone she knew and even strangers on the street is something I hope carries on with all of us" 

Yeah she told me she was sick of all the hospital food
And of doctors, distant relatives, draining her blood
She said "I know I'm dying, but I'm not finished just yet I'm dying for a drink and for a cigarette"
So we hatched a plan to book ourselves a cheap hotel
In the centre of the city and to raise some hell
Lay waste to all the clubs and then when everyone else is long asleep
We know we're good and done