The Art of Moving On ♡ Yoongi ff

Love

We got into my car and held hands as I drove us over to Hobi and Jimin's. 

"You gonna rap for me again?" She asked as she went through radio stations 

"Mmm depends if it's anything good or not" I smiled. For whatever reason, since that very first time, she loves when I sing and rap along to the radio, it makes her laugh and smile so much that I do it all of the time for her. 
Just seeing her eyes light up and her smile stretch across her entire face, I would do it a million times over. 

"The Notorious Min.Yoon.Gi. everybody!" She turned the volume up and bobbed her head, she shocked the shit out of me though 

"I'm alive again
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life I can
See these people's ears perk up as I begin to spaz with the pen,
I'm a little bit sicker than most,
Shit's gonna get thick again, they say the
Competition is stiff, but I get a hard dick from this shit, now stick it in
I ain't never giving in again
Caution to the wind, complete freedom,
Look at these rappers, how I treat them so why the fuck would I join 'em when I beat 'em yeah
They call me a freak 'cause I like to spit on these pussies 'fore I eat them"

"Oooooooh shit!!!!" I cheered making her laugh "The Notorious Amelia Jones everybody!!! Whooop!" 

"Stooooop" she blushed and laughed as she covered her face 

"Look at you rapping with Eminem! You go girl!" I laughed "how come you never did that before?"

"Because it wasn't Eminem before" she giggled 

"I gotta get more Eminem on my playlist then, that was hot" 

"You thought that was hot?"

I pulled into their driveway 
"Only a lot" I smirked at her as I put the car in park 

"I'll have to rap more often then if that's what does it for you" she joked

"Even you not rapping does it for me" 

"Really?" She looked up at me and blushed 

"Did you think you didn't?"

"I-I don't know.." she nibbled her bottom lip "I know we wanted to take it slow..but every time we kiss or make out, forcing myself to stop was just.. I thought maybe you didn't want to go further, I wasn't sure if it was because of Emily, or if maybe you weren't that attracted to me" 

I laughed and shook my head "I'm very very attracted to you, I'll admit in the beginning, I wasn't ready. But I have been for quite some time now, I wasn't sure if you did..if you were ready" 

"For as open as we are..our communication sucks ass" 

"I see that now" I chuckled "we've been together for almost four months now..and we haven't gone any further than kissing..so you mean to tell me we could have already had sex?" 

"Yeah" she laughed 

"Is there anything else we should get out into the open?"

"Well..there is one thing"

"Okay" I nodded 

"You've slept over my house plenty of times..in my bed with me..but whenever I've slept at your house we've fallen asleep on the couch together. Do you think..maybe you're not ready to let me sleep in your bed?" 

She caught me off guard for the second time that night. 
I hadn't even realized I was doing that, looking back though, I see it. 
I don't think she's ever been in my bedroom. 
Our bedroom. 
Our bed.
Her pillows.