The Art of Moving On ♡ Yoongi ff

Life

Two years later..

I was sitting on the sofa staring up at the photos on the wall. 

A picture of Emily and I on our wedding day was hanging on the left. 

A picture of Jason and Amelia was hanging on the right. 

And in the middle,
A picture of Amelia and I on our wedding day. 

I stared down at my wedding ring and smiled while I played with the chain around my neck that carries my wedding band from Emily. 

When we agreed to even begin dating, we said we would carry the both of them with us, and we have. Amelia also wears her ring from Jason on a necklace. Though the both of us have moved on, we still love them and want to honor them in any way we can. 

I was able to get off all of my medications. I no longer relive the worst moments with my wife day in and day out, and I don't zone out while random memories play over and over again in my mind. And I no longer feel the guilt that I carried on my shoulders for years. I know now it wasn't my fault. That I needed to forgive myself for acting selfishly, the same way Emily did. 

I live in the present. 

With my amazing wife. 

I still miss Emily, I always will. 
But I don't feel pain anymore. 
Amelia and I have even gone and visited her grave a few times, as well as Jason's. We picnic in the cemetery sometimes and laugh because we're the weirdos eating in a cemetery like it's a totally normal occurrence 

"All the cool kids eat in the cemetery" she cheesed making me laugh 

I was pulled out of my thoughts by my phone ringing 

"Hey my love"
"Yoongs..don't panic.."
"I wasn't going to..until you said that" I sat up straight "what's wrong?"
"They're coming" 
"Oh shit! Be right there!" 

I grabbed the hospital bag and called my friends on my way to the hospital. I pulled into the parking lot, grabbed the bag, and ran into the hospital.

"Amelia Min" I panted out to the receptionist

I was led to the labor and delivery room, they prepped me in scrubs and took me to my wife who was in a bed with her legs propped up in stirrups 

"What about the c-section?" I asked as I stood by her bed and held her hand 

"No time!" She groaned as her body pushed "they checked me at the appointment and found out I was AHHHHHH FUCK dilated" she squeezed my hand so hard I thought my fingers were going to snap off as I tried to comfort her 

"You're doing great baby, just breathe" I tried to talk her through it as her body pushed on it's own accord and she screamed, I tuned out the doctors and nurses as I focused on my wife and wished I could help her feel better as she brought two new lives into the world simultaneously. 

With a giant push, she screamed and the first baby came out, they cut the cord and put him up on the scale as they cleaned him off, she screamed again as I kissed her temple and the second baby came out, just as they were cutting the second cord Hoseok and Jimin flew into the room with wet eyes, both wearing scrubs 

"Sorry" Jimin breathed out as he tried to catch his breath 

"Right on time" I smiled as Hoseok looked over at his son now wrapped in a blue blanket and his daughter being swaddled in a pink blanket 

"Oh my god" he cried as he and Jimin held each other and wiped the tears off of each others faces, the nurses handed each of them one of their children and they brought them over to Amelia and I, she smiled wide at them and wiped the tears from her face as I kissed her forehead and smiled at my new niece and nephew. 

"Thank you Amelia..thank you so so much" Jimin whispered as he held his daughter close and kissed Amelia lovingly on the cheek 

"Of course" she smiled wide "I love you guys" 

"We love you too" Hoseok said as he smiled and leaned down, giving her a quick peck on the lips. 

I stared down at my beautiful wife, her dampened brown and golden hair stuck to her skin that was covered in sweat and tears as she smiled looking more beautiful than I had ever seen her while she stared lovingly at my best friends and their children she had brought into this world. 

I had never felt more proud. 

"Do you have it or do you want me to get it?" I asked as she bent over to grab her phone, she had to spread her legs and hold her stomach, she had just delivered twins four days ago but was trying to walk around like it never even happened

"I got it" she reached and wiggled her fingers making me laugh as I stood up and grabbed it for her "hey I had that" she pouted making me laugh

"I know you did baby" I kissed her cheek and walked out to the kitchen "awe Hobi sent me more pictures" I smiled as I looked at my phone

"I wanna see!" She beamed as she followed me into the kitchen "oh my god, they're beautiful!"

"I know" I smiled "I think Hobi's sperm is the one that took, both of them have his heart shaped lips"

"I don't know.. I think Lil has Jimin's eyes though.."

"I don't blame them for not wanting to know who's sperm worked, but at the same time, they're gonna know eventually when they grow into their features"

"What do you think our kids are gonna look like" she smiled up at me as she wrapped her arms around my waist

"I hope they're as beautiful as you, and have your beautiful green eyes" I smiled as I pecked her lips and wrapped my arms around her

"I hope they look like you" she giggled "little boiled dumplings running around"

One chapter left and an epilogue 🖤