The Art of Moving On ♡ Yoongi ff

Where my heart belongs

"I love you so much" I whispered as I kissed my son on his cheek

Aiden.
Seven pounds, nine ounces of pure beauty. His mothers green eyes, my dark black hair, and my little nose.
He was perfect. 

All three of my children were perfect. 

Angel
Hope
Aiden 

I carried my son over to my two little girls sitting in their mother's bed and let them hold their baby brother 

"He's so pretty" Angel cooed as her eyes watered

"Can I play with him daddy?" Hope asked as she looked up at me with her big wide brown eyes 

I chuckled as I shook my head "no baby, he's only a few hours old. He's too small to play yet. Uncle Hobi and Uncle Jimin are going to be here soon to take you girls to their house" I caressed her cheek softly 

"Are the twins there?" Angel asked as she rolled her eyes, I chuckled and nodded my head 

"And you are to be nice to them" Amelia quipped as she smiled and pushed some of her hair from her forehead 

"Okay mommy" she pouted 

"It's only for a few days princess, until we can bring Aiden home okay?" 

"Okay" she smiled and stared back down at her baby brother in her arms. 

"You have it my love?" She asked as I carried Aiden in his baby carrier 

"Yep" I smiled as I brought him into the house, I carefully unwrapped him from the carrier and laid him on my chest as I swayed side to side.

"Have I ever told you what an amazing father you are?" She asked as she wrapped her arms around me from behind 

"Every day, and I'll never get tired of hearing it" I cheesed as I stared down at Aiden's sleeping form in my arms "have I ever told you what an amazing mother you are?"

"Everyday" she smiled as she kissed my cheek 

"I love you Amelia" I smiled and pecked her lips 

"I love you too Yoongs" she pecked my lips and smiled before bringing her hand to rest on the rainbow knitted hat sitting on Aiden's head, the hat that we've passed from baby to baby as all of our friends have had children of their own. Everyone wanted to honor Emily in one way or another, and it just became an unspoken law, the newest baby gets the hat Jimin knitted for my wife to help her hide her baldness, keep her warm, and take the focus off of her sickness if only for a moment. 

The hat she wore every single day until she passed. 

All three of my children have worn it. 

Looking back, my memories with Emily in her hat, I never would have guessed that this is where it would end up. 

That this is where I would end up. 

I have the love of my life by my side, my three children that are growing every day into the most amazing humans I have ever met in my life, looking into their green or brown eyes brings me a joy I never thought was possible. 

A joy I never thought I deserved but always wished for those around me to experience. 

I thought Emily was the closest to happiness I would ever be, and moving on showed me that yes, I had happiness. Yes, I was in love with her, yes, I still love her and carry her with me always. 

But, I have found a new love. 

Four to be exact. 

And, I wouldn't trade any of them for the world. 

I don't want to be anywhere else then in my bed with my wife, surrounded by our two giggling little girls, and a little sleeping baby boy on my chest sucking his thumb. 

This is true happiness. 
And this is where I was supposed to be all along, and where I will continue to be. 

Until the day after forever. 
This is where my heart belongs. 

Epilogue to follow