The Art of Moving On ♡ Yoongi ff

Nervous

"Yes" I smiled

"Okay, I'll run home and grab my pajamas" 

"Or you could just..wear one of my shirts?"

"Do you want me to wear one of your shirts?" She smiled

"Maybe" I nibbled my bottom lip making her giggle 

"Okay" she nodded and got out of the car, we walked into the house and took our shoes off, she followed me up to my bedroom for the first time ever and I tried to fight the anxiety that was pumping through me like some sort of scary movie. I have no idea why I was suddenly so panicked. 
Well, I do. 
The first time in three years anyone but me has been in our room. 
The first time in my entire life someone else will be sleeping next to me in our bed, that isn't Emily. 

"All I can smell is you" she giggled "your cologne and your laundry soap..it smells so good" 

"Thanks" I chuckled as I opened my dresser and pulled her out one of my shirts, I handed it to her and the first thing she did was sniff it making me laugh again and shake my head 

"I'm sorry! You just smell so good!" 

"I'm glad you think so" I laughed as I pulled my shirt off 

"Oh! You're changing now?"

"Yeah..?" I faced her and raised an eyebrow at her 

"O-okay, I'll go get changed in the bathroom!" She left my room and took off for the bathroom, making me chuckle. I loved how she was just as nervous as I was, she was so cute when she was flustered. Her cheeks were ruby red before she left the room, and I couldn't stop the warmth that spread through my chest as I watched her walk away. 

I took my pants off and realized the albums and the letter were still on my bed, I walked over and closed them before sitting them on my dresser, I turned around to put my pajama pants on, but Amelia walked into the room wearing literally nothing but my shirt and her underwear. 

"Oh, sorry, I didn't realize you weren't dressed yet" she shook her head 

"I'm not shy" I shook my head and smiled, she checked me out from head to toe and then cleared her throat as I slid my pajama pants on "are you okay?"

"Mhmm" she nodded 

"You seem nervous, babe we don't have to do anything besides sleep if you want. I'm not going to force you into anything if that's why you're nervous" 

"I know" she smiled 

"Just let me change her pillow cases and we can lay down. Do you want me to turn on the tv or anything?" 

"Sure" she smiled 

I gave her the remote and grabbed Emily's pillows, I took the pillow cases off for the first time. I folded them and stuck them in the top drawer of my dresser and then pulled out new ones, I slipped them on and put the pillows back on the bed. 

"Were those the ones she used?" She asked as she looked away from the tv to face me, I nodded and smiled 

"I don't even think they smell like her anymore.. I think I just tell myself they do and I'm just not ready to let that go" 

"That's understandable" she nodded and smiled, I pulled the blankets back and laid down, I patted the mattress next to me making her smile as she crawled over and laid next to me, I pulled the blankets up over us and wrapped my arm around her waist. She finally settled on a show, I laid there on my side while she laid on her back, my arm draped over her waist while I rested my cheek on her head and closed my eyes.