KOTLC Theories And More!!!

okay. okay. me rantng kotlc wordarehard

Soooooo me and my <ex> boyfriend broke up on our 4 month anniversary so like 16 days ago.
The only reason why that's relevant to this book is because I got him into kotlc when the new book came out. Anyways so yeah. He has the first book. And that really hurts because kotlc is such a big part of me and him having it hurts cause he doesnt deserve to know me anymore. But it really is okay though cause I have 2 copies so he can suck it with his "just hanging out with his friend that's a girl alone at midnight while ignoring you"ness (nothing totally happened there right) anyways he broke up with me cause he was tired of me. So now I'm just super focused still not on kotlc but oh well🥴🥴🥴

Do next book ====== keefe comes back war breaks out stuff happens world reform one or two ships go cannon well have a jkr situation where the author reveal things as cannon after the series ends.

Sokeefe probably wont happen cause I say so cause love ain't real.

Eli even knew bout yall! Like StickyCarpet and bianalovesiggy skskdkskdjckeoelfod

Anyways. Yeah I got new led lights in my room

Also I think bo will die saving ro or they'll ligit respect each other and fight together in war

Sophie will get confident but also reckless without keefe there everyone will bench her but mr forkle will poke her with a stick and whisper arson and she'll just go ballistic destroying everyone.

Idk

Biana and dex are just illuminati confited and thatll make tam kinda jealous tbh and hell get closer to glimmer and she'll convince him to leave the black swan and they'll just be some random helpful vigualinties.

I cant spell and its 1 am.

What are yall gone do.

Eli wont change the freakkingggg spotify playlist name even though I've asked and he just keeps on adding more songs and bwkdoewlwlekskekckd

HES BLOCKED AND UNBLOCKED ME 3 TIMES ON SNAPCHAT THATS A LITTLE BIT SUS DONT YA THINK. LIKE MAKE UP YO UR MIND CAUSE I HAVE I DONT WANT YOU OMG.

Owo I like eating raw lemons 😊

Also my close guy friend told me he liked me. Again. For the second time this year what am I supposed to do*'wowlxkciwjwoxjdowkwnebrdj I fo like him but I'm just not ready for that besides he like video games more then me so idrc how things go but I dont want another boyfriend gosh no. But I really do miss having someone to love and hold onto 🥺🥺

Do yall see the state of my brain rn. I need sleep. I swear this is the most normal I've been since I was in the 6th trade it just doesnt seem it rn cause its late and I'm just writing down every single t oh right that I have.

O m g I passed all of my drivers ed stuff but I have no sense of direction a I forget the speed limit so often but oh well.

I still passed both classes

The thing is tho that I can now focus on school

Wait no I was gonna go somewhere different with that thought but I forgot

Hey that rhymes

I'm almost 15 and that makes me sad 😀😀😀😀

Oh yeah face reveal.

Yes theres filters idc also yes I have glasses but I dont like looking at the world its overwhelming 😀

Also yall you know what makes no sense. When I was playing soccer I weighed 128. When i was with eli i was 122 and now I'm 116-118

Make it make sense jeoeicoosk2ksks ccj dkskwlla

And yes i still eat. Do I struggle?yes, but I'm strong and I ain't doin that shi again 😀😀😀

I love you guys like honestly.

Some person on here added this to a section called completed and another called hasn't been updated in forever and I'm jus TV sitting here like what.

Kinda fax tho honestly.

I got the new zelda and stardew valley for Christmas. We celebrated earlier than normal this year cause my brother has to leave again. And then I'm also celebrating it again at my moms house on the 19th so yayy :///// :(

He was the only person who made me feel normal and safe.. the only person who made me feel like I could talk about anything and never be to much. And I was always there for him. Even before we started dating. But in the span of one day I went from his everything to just friends. I told him that I didn't want to be friends tho. Him: when will I talk to you again :(

Me: never sis lmao byeeeeeee

Him: I'm deleting snapchat (He still downloaded it tho)

But also me: sends him picture of my eyes closing up from swelling from crying and ranting about how much of a waste this year has been and begging for closure.

He also literally said that morning that he loved me and that he wasnt leaving cause I had had a panic attack the night before but low and behold it was lies the only guys who truly care about me have the emotional intelligence of a peanut so it's hard to talk to them. I love them still. And I do talk to my girl friends sometimes but they just want to start drama and fight him.

Gatlin aidan and layne have been calling me more tho so that makes me happy.

It was hard going from talking to someone every day all day for ten months almost. To never talking to them again.

Anyways goodnight guys thanks for listening to me I love you. Sweet dreams I hope that you have a good day tommorow and if you have finals good luck with thoughs. I have mine on Thursday

Wait t hi s needs to get to a thousand words so yay I did it! Nike I'm just writing n.v extra cause I dont even know the last time I've written something this long.