when to let go | l.h.

twenty nine

since our date, luke and i have been inseparable. the date was perfect and we ended it by building a fort in the living room and snuggling up while watching a movie.

i couldn't have asked for anything more. i didn't need fancy dinners or anything super expensive to be happy. with luke it felt natural. it helped that we've been friends for so long so we got to skip the get to know you stuff, but it was never awkward and i could tell luke was making sure i was comfortable the whole time.

we stayed up late that night talking about anything and everything. we talked about our trip in a couple weeks and how excited luke was to see his family. he also mentioned that he can't wait for me to properly meet his family. i have talked to them multiple times while hanging out with luke and they all seemed so sweet, but i was still nervous that they wouldn't like me.

after that night, if was even possible, i felt so much closer to luke. i felt butterflies whenever he looked at me and i couldn't hide the blush on my cheeks.

currently, i was stuck at work, waiting to go home, but it wasn't too bad as luke was texting me about going on another date soon.

breadstick 💖
soooo
you agreed to let me take you out again
how about you plan it this time?

me
are you sure? 🤭

breadstick 💖
yes i'm sure, i wanna do whatever you want to do loser.

me
loser?
nvm, no i don't want to go on a date with you :(

breadstick 💖
cmon, i was joking 😪

me
hmm, i'll think about it
i have to get back to work now puke
luke* sorry 😚

breadstick 💖
ouch

i giggled softly to myself before placing my phone back in my bag. i was glad this day was almost over since today has been so stressful and i was just tired. luckily, i finished up checking the last of my emails and gathered my things to head home.

the drive home took forever as traffic seemed crazy today, so i was grateful when i pulled into the lot of the apartment. i dragged myself up the stairs and to our door, practically collapsing on the couch as i walked in.

"well hello sunshine." luke laughed walking into the room. i squinted my eyes at him before leaning down to take off my heels. the blonde found his way beside me and wrapped an arm around my shoulder.

"rough day?" he asked softly, causing me to nod. i leaned my head on his shoulder and sighed.

"we're just super busy at work right now and everyone is trying to book appointments with my managers, but they get mad at me when there isn't a time that works for them and i'm just tired." i sighed dramatically and closed my eyes. i felt luke shift his body so his back was leaning on the armrest of the couch and he pulled my between his legs.

"you sound like you need to relax." he hummed, placing his large hands on my shoulders and beginning to rub them gently. i moaned softly at how good it felt, not realizing how tense i had been.

"thank you lu." i hummed and he replied by pressing his lips to the back of my neck. goosebumps scattered my skin at the contact and my face burned red. he continued to work his hands on my shoulders and neck for awhile before answering.

"feeling better?" he whispered into my ear, placing another kissed just below it. i nodded slightly and tilted my head to the side, enjoying the feeling.  i could feel his breath on my neck and took a shaky breath in.  he caught on to my hint as he pushed my hair to the side and attached his lips onto my skin causing me to gasp quietly.

he moved his hands from shoulders down to my waist, rubbing circles into my skin as he continued to kiss at my neck. i tugged my lip between my teeth, slowly letting out a breath. "i don't want you feeling stressed baby." the blonde mumbled against my neck as he slipped on hand from my waist down to my thigh.

i couldn't even respond because any words were caught in my throat. instead i carefully turned myself around so i was straddling luke. his eyes met mine before i leaned forward and quickly pressed my lips to his. he didn't hesitate to kiss me back quickly moving his hand back to my thigh where my skirt began to rise up. he squeezed my thigh gently causing my breath to hitch in my throat at the contact.

"luke.." i whined against his lips, feeling him smirk.

"what baby girl?" he hummed, pulling away from me to look into my eyes. he leaned his forehead on mine and we both stared for a second catching our breath.

"don't tease me." i finally spoke, after he slipped his hand further up my thigh under my skirt.

"is this teasing?" he smirked and squeezed my thigh once again, this time being far to close to my heat causing me to whimper.

"please." i whined softly, sticking out my lower lip. he quickly attached our lips once again, tugging on my lower lip in the process. as he did so, he moved his hand so it was pressed against my heat causing me to gasp.

"this okay?" he asked softly against my lips.

"y-yes fuck." i whined, pressing myself down onto his hand. he didn't waste any time before beginning to rub me through the thin material causing me to moan out. i moved my face to his neck, beginning to press kisses along his jaw. his finger quickly tugged my panties to the side,  slowly dragging on finger through my folds before slipping it inside me.

i let out a moan against his neck as i brought my hands up to his curls, tugging gently. he began to quickly pump his finger inside of me, soon adding a second one. i couldn't control the string of curse word that left my lips at the overwhelming pleasure building up inside me.

"don't stop." i whimpered, tugging my lip between my teeth. the blonde listened, continuing to pumping his fingers inside of me before using his thumb to rub circles against my clit. after that, it didn't take long before i came undone, moaning out his name as he slowed his actions.

"shit." i whispered taking a shaky breath as my eyes met his blue ones.

"still stressed?" he asked with a slight smirk playing on his lips. i quickly pressed my lips to his before replying.

"not at all." i hummed as the boy tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.

"good, now go change and i'll get dinner started." he smiled before standing up from the couch leaving me to get out of my work clothes. once i got to my room, i laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling with a goofy smile on my face.

i cannot believe that just happened.

{author's note}
hehe another chapter for you guys.
nope you enjoy.
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