SOMEONE YOU LOVED

•~•Chapter 1•~•

       I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind like you're pouring salt in my cuts.

        Happy reading!

              IRIS POV.

   I sat down on the floor, I brought my legs to my chest hugging it tightly and I rested my head on my legs staring into space.
     Just hearing his name over and over again brings back those memories and moments we spent together. After spending 3years with him I thought he would be my forever, the only person I will love in this whole wide world, the person I could trust, I thought I knew him but I guess I was wrong.

  So I guess that saying is true that sometimes we meet people in our lives who we thought would be our forever but only to realize that it was never meant to be, we were never meant to be.
  I never expected Xavier knight my ex boyfriend to ever break my heart I thought maybe I was not perfect enough for him, I was not like all those girls that will be able to satisfy his needs I was just a plain old me. He comes from a high class family and me on the other hand I am just an orphan who works all day and night with not enough money to provide for herself.
  
    He was my everything, Tears cascaded down my cheeks as I felt my heart ache in pain. I placed my hand on my chest to calm my beating heart. I couldn't hold the tears anymore I just had to let the tears flow. But why is this so hard, why is life so unfair to me. I tried so hard to forget about him but I couldn't those moments we spent together still remain intact. I miss him soo much, his smile that always sends the butterflies fluttering, his deep italian voice that always seem to calm my nerves and how I feel so much safe in his arms. I miss everything about him.
    I bit my lower lip to stop myself from sobbing.
      I said I will be strong
      I said I will forget him and move on with my life in italy.
     I said I won't let my guard down but here I am crying for the one person that broke my heart.
    My mind drifted back to the day he decided to end everything, our relationship and the day I will never forget.

    •~•Flashback•~•

I layed down on my bed, grinning like an idiot as I kept thinking of all the sweet cheriable moments I spent with my boyfriend, Xavier Knight. The one person I love with my whole heart.
    It has been 3years now since we have been dating and I always keep wondering when he would ever propose to me. I sighed deeply, I can't wait to see him it has been a week since we have not seen each other, and those days spent without him was like a living nightmare. I stared at my phone patiently waiting for him to call, I want to know if he is alright or not but what if he is busy I wouldn't like to be a burden so I will just wait for him to call.

     •~•Beep...Beep•~•
My phone rang, So soon, immediately I saw the ID caller a huge smile crept up on my lips. It is Xavier. I did my happy dance in my head a tradition I always do when am supper happy, crazy right.
    "Hello." I said cheerfully, not removing the smile from my face.
    " Iris." He said, his tone sounded serious and cold leaving me confused.
    " Can we meet." He said in a hurry.
    " Is anything wrong Xavier, are you okay." I said worriedly. Maybe he is sick or something and probably needs my help.
    " There is no time for questions Iris, I will text you an address where we should meet, please come quickly." I guess he is not sick then.
     "O-okay."
     " Bye Iris." He sighed.
     " Bye Xavier." I said in a low voice wondering what happened and why he was so much in a hurry. He hung up and I just sat there on my bed staring at my phone screen like an idiot.
     Finally, I stood up from my bed after what seemed like an hour of me staring at my phone.