New Book of Random NSC stuff

Serious stuff

So if any of you guys know what's been going on on Twitter with Ashlie and Jon, this is about it

I only found out today, this morning, and I think I'm in shock

It makes me uncomfortable, knowing that they did the thing I had always feared in the back of my mind, even if it was three or four years ago

What they did was really wrong, and I really hope the victim is ok. I'm really glad that they addressed it and regret it and apologized, that's more than any other creator that I've seen do this do. However, it isn't my place to forgive them since I'm an outsider

I wanted to write stuff over winter break, which I have reached just now, but it makes me uncomfortable and I need some time off. I may write some here and there, but know it'll be some time until I decide to publish anything. I just hope this whole thing figures itself out on their end. Who knows when that'll be

I'm sad to see Ashlie go, as her videos were very fun to watch. However, I don't know if I can support her anymore knowing what she did. I will continue to support Uni, Nick, and Davis, but when it comes to Ashlie and Jon, I don't think I can

This whole situation is deeply upsetting and hard to approach lightly. It's almost enough to make me wanna tear away from this fandom for the first time ever, but I don't think I can do that. As an outsider and fan, all I can do is wait it out and see what happens. And if this thing never solves itself, then I'll do my best and finish up my stories and be on my way. I have other original stories I've been writing with a friend and if you guys like my writing enough, it'll mean the world to me if you guys supported the stories when they come out. However, I am serious about writing, so they won't be published here.

Regarding what happened, though, I can't say for sure how long it'll take me to recover. With Shane Dawson it was easy because he expressed a pattern of behavior and tricked everyone and his actions were so disgusting that it was easy to leave, though I and other fans are embarrassed about how much we supported him. When it comes to Ashlie and Jon, though, it's more difficult since they never did anything horrible, per say. What they did was still wrong but I don't know how to approach the situation.

Since it has nothing to do with me, I will merely forget it, forget them, and come back to see what's progressed. Until then, I'll be supporting Uni, Davis, and Nick alone. I have other youtubers I like more than them, so it'll be easy to take my mind off things. Hopefully

One day this will be over, and hopefully then we can look back and see how much we've grown

I planned to finish that one book, Destiny of the Decades, by the end of the year, but I don't think I can do that. If I decided to delete the story, would you guys miss it? I'm not entirely comfortable leaving it up for some reason that I can't entirely explain

Either way, I need a mental break from this and find something else to make me feel better

Edit:
I've seen the discord screenshots and I wanna vomit. I can't support Jon at all anymore. If he wants to take legal action go ahead and land yourself in jail
I'm literally not kidding about the vomit part. I feel like I'm gonna be sick what the fuck