My Quiet Life academia (BNHA X JJBA)

heart to Heart

she looks so sad...

for some reason i want to do everything in my power just to see her smile

I will brutally murder someone savouring their agonizing screams, recording it for my spotify...

just for her...

KQ:"That's love dude..."

Friendship...

KQ:"No, we aren't doing this again..."

but even if it would result in my own self harm I'd do it just to make her happy again

she turns to look back a Kyanon shiryō continuing to stab

"Toga?" I ask "Are you-- Are you alright?"

"I just... just didn't get the answer I wanted..." she responds sombrely not even turning to look at me

I've only ever seen Toga this vulnerable twice

once right before I activated Bites the dust to escape Josuke

and when she and Twice wanted to see who could eat the most American food without vomiting...

why does my chest feel like this?

ever since I jumped off of Gigantomachia I just really wanted to find out what happened afterwards

but I've found Toga... but I don't feel good about it

I'm just sad that she's sad

which is even weirder since I haven't been sad since I was ripped from my Mothers womb.

Twice's death just enraged me

m-maybe...

maybe Killer Queen was right...

could I have fallen in love with Himiko Toga?

maybe I always have

ever since I incinerated J.Geil for her back in that alleyway

I mean she's.... cute.... fairly intelligent.... and likes me for me

oh my god I've fallen in love with Himiko Toga

KQ:"FUCKIN' FINALLY YOU ADMIT IT!"

I don't know emotions very well

but maybe if I confess it will make her happy again

emotions are just brain chemicals.... how hard is it to figure out?

I take Toga by the hand as the Capillary of the blood flow in my cheeks increases

KQ:"For you Dum-Dums he's saying he's blushing..."

"I... I know you might not feel the same way... but..."

KQ:"Here it comes..."

Hayato:"Wh-When I'm around you I.... I..."

KQ:"Come on...."

Hayato:"I'm reminded of a Quote from Alexander the Great...."

KQ:"Kind of getting off course but that's okay..."

"There is no such thing as a happy ending in--- no that's wrong..." I correct myself "True love never has a happy ending....."

KQ:"Morbid...."

Hayato:"because there is no ending to true love"

KQ:"Aw, that's sweet..."

Hayato:"Letting go is one way of saying..."

he pauses as if he's having to force himself to say this out loud

Hayato:"I Love you, Himiko Toga..."

or at least that's what I said in my head...

KQ:"Um... no, I'm in disbelief too. but you actually said it out loud..."

oh....

well fudge...

"I..." Toga begins

"I Don't think we should do this..." she mumbles not even looking at me

"I... I've had those thoughts too... but I've wanted to keep it professional... well as professional as I could... but we just lost Twice.... I don't think I'm ready for that...."

before I know what's happening I'm leaning in....

luckily I'm not that kind of person and it was just me collapsing from sleep deprivation...

Oh Fuck I'm collapsing from Sleep deprivati--

My head falls onto Togas lap as I'm knocked out cold

Toga smiles and just gives my head a little pat before getting up and leaving

"Byeato..."